x.X.xRise the wake and carry me with all of my regretsx.X.x

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This is the toughest thing ive ever had to cope with...my mum keeps on bringing up *that* subject and i cry then go off on one cos i dont want to hear the things shes sayin cos shes wrong...Im really confused bout it all rite now...i know i shud get ova it but its not quite so simple...mite be easy for some people...things have went wrong since it happened , and i think people see that cos ive been different with a few of my friends and i hate it so much so im sorry , not everythings went wrong tho ,theres been good things...
xXxClose my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like the sun spots or raindrops

Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind

Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how I feel
'Cause feelings mean nothing now

All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
(yeah today is on my mind)

Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart

Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where feelings mean nothing now

All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time (all be lost in time)
But today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
for today is on my mind
yeah today is on my mind

Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heartxXx