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so grandma is in surgery right now. i'm scared shitless. i told her i loved her this morning before i went to babysit on my way out the door i cried like no other. my eyes were so puffy when i woke up. i feel bad for my mom she is up at the hospital with my aunt eleanor (grandmas sister) and aunt B (grandmas bestest friend) aunt B is ok but aunt eleanor can go home. i talked to nikki barner today. how rare i haven't talked to her in a good two years. mom said its sad calling family members that she hasn't talked to in forever. i guess this is making me realize how short life really is and you shouldn't hold grudges for to long. ok well i'm out.