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I'm so pissed off but I don't mean half the things that I say!! Its just when your being moaned at twenty times a day by everyone else about eveything you just do. Its hard to back down when everyone else gets involved. I don't really know what things I mean and what I don't.
I'll start with the obvious then... I didn't mean that about Matthew because apparently I can forgive him for everything. I just feel like you're taking him away from me and I know its not intentional. I know that you aren't trying to do anything like that. I'm just hurt that he would rather talk about things with you than me. Its not even your fault, its nothing to do with you.
Sarah and I didn't come to the Salty dog on Friday to make you feel uncomfortable!!! We had already decided that we would be nice to you before we came. I don't hate you, I'm not even really pissed off at you. I don't really think that you or David use people, its just the whole Salty dog thing. For the record I spoke to David about it too.
What else... I could wait until you move out because I will miss you!!! Its just that you and David don't do much around the house and you guys don't do anything off your own backs and Mum is really upset about it. I don't think that Natalie would recognise her brother because I don't know when the last time she saw him was. I think she really misses him, she kept asking me when you were coming home the other night.
I didn't mean to hurt you like that the other day its just when I get upset or angry... When I got told about what you said in the restraunt I was so hurt. I was looking after Natalie so that Mum could go out because the two of you are never in to do it and I couldn't believe that you would say anything about me especially to them. Then last night when I came to the bar and Matthew did that I was already pissed. The next morning I got told that the three of you sat down and had a little bitch about me. Its understandable that you would bitch after our argument but Matthew and David!!
I have to go get ready for my Papa's but I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm sorry and I didn't mean it!!!!
I'm gonna make a family dinner on tuesday Steak pie (your fave) an soince your a part of the family I hope that we can make this up. I don't care what anyone else thinks about me but I don't want to lose you.
I'll start with the obvious then... I didn't mean that about Matthew because apparently I can forgive him for everything. I just feel like you're taking him away from me and I know its not intentional. I know that you aren't trying to do anything like that. I'm just hurt that he would rather talk about things with you than me. Its not even your fault, its nothing to do with you.
Sarah and I didn't come to the Salty dog on Friday to make you feel uncomfortable!!! We had already decided that we would be nice to you before we came. I don't hate you, I'm not even really pissed off at you. I don't really think that you or David use people, its just the whole Salty dog thing. For the record I spoke to David about it too.
What else... I could wait until you move out because I will miss you!!! Its just that you and David don't do much around the house and you guys don't do anything off your own backs and Mum is really upset about it. I don't think that Natalie would recognise her brother because I don't know when the last time she saw him was. I think she really misses him, she kept asking me when you were coming home the other night.
I didn't mean to hurt you like that the other day its just when I get upset or angry... When I got told about what you said in the restraunt I was so hurt. I was looking after Natalie so that Mum could go out because the two of you are never in to do it and I couldn't believe that you would say anything about me especially to them. Then last night when I came to the bar and Matthew did that I was already pissed. The next morning I got told that the three of you sat down and had a little bitch about me. Its understandable that you would bitch after our argument but Matthew and David!!
I have to go get ready for my Papa's but I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm sorry and I didn't mean it!!!!
I'm gonna make a family dinner on tuesday Steak pie (your fave) an soince your a part of the family I hope that we can make this up. I don't care what anyone else thinks about me but I don't want to lose you.