wtf

Jun 04, 2005 20:49

im sitting here, being bored, thinking, because my sister is at the hospital, with bulimia. the thingis i have an ed-nos because i go through spurts of binge eating, and excessive dieting, right now i am sitting at an 18 BMI, and it is making me tink, because i am in my binging phase, so of course i see myself as fat, but i dunno, im just mixed feelings about myself, becuase when i look in the mirror all i see is the gigantic roll underneathe my belly botton, but everyone always says how skiiny i am. i cant stop, and nobody knows i have a self-diagnosed ed-nos, and now im wondering if i should say somthing.
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