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today was a looooonnng day. lately school in general has become quite tedious. i sware if i had a car i would skip out of there like nobodys buisness. now im not advocating skipping school but when classes are just being lame and tiring its like hey why not? But anyway today was especially tiring bc i had flag football practice. i love flag as much as the next kid but holy macral was it abusive. i mean it wasnt as bad as last year but for someone who is out of shape and couldnt run to save her life, it was pretty brutal. im like hey how bout i dont come for like 2 more weeks when things are a little nicer and we're not going over stuff i already remember lol. but nah i would never do that to my team. at first i thought that it would be weird having all these newbies but im meeting so many ppl and all the girls seem so sweet! the only downside to all of this is the fact that a. getting a job is vertually out of the picture even though Einsteins is lookin pretty good thanks to Deaven, and b. i dont get to come home and talk to lauren!! its our daily ruitine and i think im going to have w/drawl symptons. i cant tell you what we end up takling about but its always good times every call. i love her! she's awesome! speaking of lauren, i found out that she's going camping which is super awesome! for a while it was looking like me and the guys, (david, josh, joey, rami etc)which isnt a bad thing but it could get a little scary lol. I actaully spent my entire weekend w/ those boys...it was very interesting seeing as i had never done so before. friday we went to our youth pasters house to "paint" and watch movies. sat. i went to the weiland estate for the first time and hung out @ the dock w/ my buddy joey (joee lol)while he rami and josh wake boarded/skated. then later that evening we went see boogey man (which i suppose was an okay movie from what i can tell ...i wasnt in the theatre much, and when i was, my eyes and ears we shut so i dont really know.)but lauren didnt go which made me sad. however, sammi and megan and my beloved krystal went w/ us too and that was pretty cool. oh and krystal got this super cool rasta purse that im so jealous of...grrr.lol. then sunday lauren came to church! yay. then i went to Eistens for breeakfast/lunch and then back to davids. by the end of the day lauren and david ended up hooking up which was inevitable in my opinion, but thats aight cuz in the past week or 2 ive found david to be a really cool guy. I never had anything against him and i guess ive kinda known him but not as well...its weird...the point is, i like david and im happy that he and my best friend are together...which is contrary to popular belief bc apparently i seemed "upset" on sunday which wasnt the case at all. i was just super tired...but anyway...i feel like lately i've been gainging/strengthening friendships and losing others...for a brief moment i was afraid i was going to lose someone really close to me and maybe thats why i seemed "upset" but now i know thats not even possible just because they'er awesome and wouldnt do that to me..but then theres person number 2 who i dont know how im gonna get back. like i suppose we're on "speaking terms" but i feel like no matter what i do im never gonna be completely forgiven...i dont really feel like going into detail bc its LJ and everyone and their mom reads this but idk, i just kinda wish things would go back to how it was bc he/she is awesome and i luv em...but anyway. dinner awaits..I LOVE LAUREN lol.