Life's a bitch , then you die
I don't know really what to say...so I'm just gonna type how I feel right now becasue I know epople use this to say how they feel so here it goes......
This weeks started out pretty normal, going to classes, I skated and I hung out with my friends anyways everything from there just went down the tube. I've been feeing really deeply hurt and I have nothing else to say except I'm so confused. This week I have heard so much stuff about myslef that I kinda just want to dissapear off this earth. I have been called every last name in the book. No doubt I don't even know if I deserve it. Plus I have been ignored and looked at badly and I just don't know what to do anymore. Times like these I feel like I just don't want to be around anymore. You know how you can get into a rut and just can't get out when times get bad. Well from where from my point of view is that i feel like I'm stuck, lost and confused. I don't even know where to start. Everything that has happened this week has just kept on getting worse. Nothing is looking up. I feel like I have lost touch with everyone and apparently I'm a lost cause says one of my friends. I don't know anymore what people are looking for from me, but all I know is that I don't understand what it is and I would liek to know becasue I can only do so much. I am human you know and I'm not perfect. I'm so lost myself I apalogize if I have hurt anyones feelings. I'm srry, but I didn't do it on purpose. i just feel like crap at the moment and it doesn't help that my parents just foudn out about my bellybutton peircing, and becasue I was 17 my mom wants to get a lawsuit I don't even know anymore. All this screaming and all this name calling I don't know what to do, I feel like just blurting everything out but I just can't I feel like the worlds agianst me, but I don't even knwo why, why is it liek this?..why does everything in life have to be so hard? why does things liek this always happen to me?why?
This weeks started out pretty normal, going to classes, I skated and I hung out with my friends anyways everything from there just went down the tube. I've been feeing really deeply hurt and I have nothing else to say except I'm so confused. This week I have heard so much stuff about myslef that I kinda just want to dissapear off this earth. I have been called every last name in the book. No doubt I don't even know if I deserve it. Plus I have been ignored and looked at badly and I just don't know what to do anymore. Times like these I feel like I just don't want to be around anymore. You know how you can get into a rut and just can't get out when times get bad. Well from where from my point of view is that i feel like I'm stuck, lost and confused. I don't even know where to start. Everything that has happened this week has just kept on getting worse. Nothing is looking up. I feel like I have lost touch with everyone and apparently I'm a lost cause says one of my friends. I don't know anymore what people are looking for from me, but all I know is that I don't understand what it is and I would liek to know becasue I can only do so much. I am human you know and I'm not perfect. I'm so lost myself I apalogize if I have hurt anyones feelings. I'm srry, but I didn't do it on purpose. i just feel like crap at the moment and it doesn't help that my parents just foudn out about my bellybutton peircing, and becasue I was 17 my mom wants to get a lawsuit I don't even know anymore. All this screaming and all this name calling I don't know what to do, I feel like just blurting everything out but I just can't I feel like the worlds agianst me, but I don't even knwo why, why is it liek this?..why does everything in life have to be so hard? why does things liek this always happen to me?why?