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i think that what i'm going through right now with don is probably the hardest thing i've ever had to go through. he was in town this weekend for easter, and tomorrow morning he'll be gone again and i won't see him until the beginning of may. even then, i will only see him for about 3 days and then i have to say goodbye yet again. i thought it would get easier the more i had to do it, but it hasn't. it actually gets worse. because every day i fall more and more in love with him and it just makes it that much harder to be away from him. i didn't think it was possible to love another human being that much. it just makes me want to scream i love him so much, and it absolutely breaks my heart every time i have to say goodbye to him. i don't care how dramatic this may sound, it's the truth. i know that in less than 6 months we'll be married but for right now this sucks ass.
ugh.