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I've always thought it was a dumb move for him to pick me in the first place. I'm not special. Never was. Never will be. He just makes me believe I am. Wouldn't it be sick when he breaks my heart after he finally realizes that I am not. I think yes.
I've been catching up with a dear friend of mine and its really nice to know that he's doing well with his gf. What's even nicer is that we can actually talk about our relationships so openly and comfortably now which used to be a bit of a problem before due to... very complicated reasons. But yes ladies, he's a taken man now, sorry! Lol.
Oh yeah. I've decided to not take my laptop back with me when I leave simply because I think that it will add to a lot of hassle plus I've got others back home to use as a replacement so everything will work out better than fine. I wanted to do a major cleanup before turning it over in to Mama's hands and looking back on all the pictures, music, logs, notes that my laptop has manage to collect over the past year brought back many many many bittersweet memories. Its funny how little things in life like a simple chat log can bring back a specific feeling from a specific recorded moment in time of what I now call the past. Its even funnier how we struggle sometimes to label a familiar face with the right name... but that one distant song can easily take you back to a very clear-cut memory... in just a heartbeat. Memories have a funny way of coming back to you. Sometimes we question its timing... don't we.
And she calls me "Superstar" <3