a stiff drink needs to be in line for this girl

[pink_is_forever]

Sometimes I feel like I was lost in between the stages of "growing up" and "becoming an adult".

I feel lost...Confused and unsure about how to handle situations concerning boys and roommates and so much other stuff.

I usually don't gush my heart out on here...But sometimes I just need to let it loose.

I DONT UNDERSTAND. I play my cards right, I don't over call...I don't over anything. I show attraction, affection and attention. Just the right amounts.. sometimes. I guess? I dunno. I long for someone who can be here for me, enjoy the small things in life and love me. Maybe I don't even believe in love anymore, afterall...you've all seen what's happened in the past.  if you haven't seen it. you've heard it. most def.

I got a ton under my buckle right now...school, work, dealing with stress outside of those two and someone who knows their crashing my world as we speak...and just watches me as i fall for him as he crashes down on me daily. what i would do to let him know whats up.

i need a stiff drink and i just got bored with updating this.