Jul 28, 2010 20:37
[Private]
So this is the Hanami Festival…
It’s… incredible! The flowers are so pretty and everything smells so nice and there are so many things to see and I really want to enter the flower-catching thingy and I want to view the flowers and I want to meet up with people again and there’s so much good food and this greatest festival ever! There’s a fighting competition too and I want to enter that and if I win, I can help the ship! I mean, it’s not like I’ll be killing anyone and if it’s for the benefit of the ship then that’s the best! It’s just…
…Is it okay to have this much fun? I mean, everything’s kind of amazing and I feel really happy. That… doesn’t seem fair… I mean, happiness in little doses is okay, because happiness is people, and they’re happy too, so that’s good, but… This is just me. I’m the only one benefiting, so… It’s selfish and it’s not what I deserve.
But I… I really want this. Maybe if I have fun at the festival and be extra unhappy for the next two months? That’s… that’s fair, right? And if I work extra hard during security, and if I try really hard to save people in my spare time, that might make up for it? And… there’s always…
…Johan and Michael would want me to be happy. Especially since… the Norton Cloud was something they never would have wanted us to see.
…I’ll do it.
Hmm. I wonder if it’ll rain during my first birthday. I hope it doesn’t, that would be… I don’t want that much loveliness.
[Convoy]
Hey. It’s my birthday on August 3rd. I get free cake, right?
[Sara]
Can we please enter the petal-catching contest? I think it’d be really fun to try!
[Justin]
Hey, um… would you like to go to the flower-viewing together? I can bring food, (it’s called a picnic, right?) so… it’ll be nice.
…Because you seriously need to leave the ship more often.
[Isshin]
Doctor. It has been six months. If you are at the Hanami Festival, would it be possible to meet up? If this request is a nuisance, I apologize.
[Hibari]
Just a reminder, I’m going to find out who Nagi is~
…Also. I’ll be entering the fighting competition.
[Tear]
…Hi. I… I’m sorry I didn’t keep in contact like I said I would. I still feel like trash for what I tried to do. For what I did manage to do.
Um… I heard the Amestris is at the Hanami Festival.
…My ship is as well.
What I did remains unforgivable. I want… if it isn’t… would it be possible to meet and talk face-to-face? There are things I can do now that I wasn’t able to do before, to… Not make up for it, but to help, just a little…
I’m sorry.
tl;dr,
nervous formality,
her precious people,
picnicking,
tsun tsun dere dere,
ship: convoy,
self punishment,
hanami,
birthday stuff,
fighting competition,
piloting is the shiz