feeling old...
Alright, so I think that I would actually trade in my credit cards, cell phone, car keys and driver's lincense to be able to relax all day and just float around in the pool. Being nine was just so much easier, I would give up everything to have that back again, just to do it all over again - mostly so I'd know what was going to happen. So I wouldn't be so much of a hard ass, laugh a little bit more, not cry as much in some times and mroe in others - and hug more.
Last night at Chilie's Andrew brought up really good point, I had never given him a serious hug until about a week or two ago. And when I said that it was because I missed him so much when he was in Florida he said if someone had been home with me throughout the week I wouldn't have missed him so much. I think being alone during the week made me rethink and think alot. Yes, Bush and I hung out all week, but it isn't the same, I just can't be totally random and say whatever I am thinking when I am thinking it - I almost have to censor it at some times. But that's alright... Bush and Andrew are definatley my two best friends in this town and maybe even in my life right now and I just can't live without them... And I still love all my friends, and I seriously cannot wait to see them all again when school begins in August, I will be hanging out up at school much more often now!
OK, so why I feel old... Yesterday in teh mail I got the invitation to Marcelola's wedding and bridal shower. It was addressed to Ms Catherine Lee and Guest, and I honestly have no idea who this guest is going to be. I know that I can find somebody to come along, but I want somebody there with me who is going to have fun and atleast knows somebody. Well, that's about all.
Need to go and walk Peanut... ADIOS!
Last night at Chilie's Andrew brought up really good point, I had never given him a serious hug until about a week or two ago. And when I said that it was because I missed him so much when he was in Florida he said if someone had been home with me throughout the week I wouldn't have missed him so much. I think being alone during the week made me rethink and think alot. Yes, Bush and I hung out all week, but it isn't the same, I just can't be totally random and say whatever I am thinking when I am thinking it - I almost have to censor it at some times. But that's alright... Bush and Andrew are definatley my two best friends in this town and maybe even in my life right now and I just can't live without them... And I still love all my friends, and I seriously cannot wait to see them all again when school begins in August, I will be hanging out up at school much more often now!
OK, so why I feel old... Yesterday in teh mail I got the invitation to Marcelola's wedding and bridal shower. It was addressed to Ms Catherine Lee and Guest, and I honestly have no idea who this guest is going to be. I know that I can find somebody to come along, but I want somebody there with me who is going to have fun and atleast knows somebody. Well, that's about all.
Need to go and walk Peanut... ADIOS!