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i wish i had some kind of pill to wake me up without jacking me up. i've noticed i'm still grogy and incoherant hours after i've gotten up. it's not like i don't get enough sleep, i usually try to get at least 8 hours. maybe it's time for a new bed?
i had a great day yesterday. i was pretty fucking happy, and with one sentence out of your mouth it was all downhill. couldn't sleep. couldn't talk. just layed there in complete astonishment.
if all goes well, i should have a degree in early childhood education in a little over a year. lets just hope my funding goes well. thats really the only thing i'm worried about. so when it's time for work (which will probably be the august after i get my degree.. almost ayear after) i will move to any state or country (i really want to work for D.O.D.E.A) that i can for work. if i'm lucky i can stay here for a hwile, but if not- i'm open for anything, anywhere. and if i get really lucky, and all goes well, i may beable to start teaching next school year. jesus christ i hope this doesn't all fall apart. my life does that to me a lot.
i had a great day yesterday. i was pretty fucking happy, and with one sentence out of your mouth it was all downhill. couldn't sleep. couldn't talk. just layed there in complete astonishment.
if all goes well, i should have a degree in early childhood education in a little over a year. lets just hope my funding goes well. thats really the only thing i'm worried about. so when it's time for work (which will probably be the august after i get my degree.. almost ayear after) i will move to any state or country (i really want to work for D.O.D.E.A) that i can for work. if i'm lucky i can stay here for a hwile, but if not- i'm open for anything, anywhere. and if i get really lucky, and all goes well, i may beable to start teaching next school year. jesus christ i hope this doesn't all fall apart. my life does that to me a lot.