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i have been far to busy to breath recently. i am in a total rut. i feel very alone and i hate wasting time on my self. I have lost 15 pounds fore lent thus far but i don't look it. my dad and i are fighting more than ever. i feel deceived by many and slightly abandoned. i really am unsure where to go right now. i am going to try the labyrinth tomorrow, but at this point i feel cut off. i am also very worried about some people right now. i am sick of being called ugly and i am sick of being blown off. i feel like i am doing nothing for people right now and i have let you all down. i am thinking this week should be a silent one from me.