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this was a interesting week to say the least. Exams all week, not too bad- math killed my slowly and painfully.
i am getting slightly crazy- these people i live with seem like they have a hidden paper chain counting down the days till i leave. not to say i am not counting myself, but i can tell that when i leave it will be way past time. i dont know if its because of all of my little brothers and sisters but my parents dont seem to like the fact that i am growing up and can think for myself ( a bold statement i know) but they never let me make my own mistakes or do things in my life the way i want to. I am all about listening to what they say and all but i sware i cant do anything right for them. screaming fits have become all too familiar in this house.
in other news i am excited- i started walking today and did a 7 mile walk (to my church laybrinth and back), it was amazing... i even ran some. i think between the mental processing time and the (exercise with calorie halving) i will be a new person by summer...or so i hope so.
i suppose i am slightly on the boring side tonight- there is plent more i want to type out and get off my mind but its possible that those thoughts shoulds wait until i do a locked entrey or can edit them.
i am getting slightly crazy- these people i live with seem like they have a hidden paper chain counting down the days till i leave. not to say i am not counting myself, but i can tell that when i leave it will be way past time. i dont know if its because of all of my little brothers and sisters but my parents dont seem to like the fact that i am growing up and can think for myself ( a bold statement i know) but they never let me make my own mistakes or do things in my life the way i want to. I am all about listening to what they say and all but i sware i cant do anything right for them. screaming fits have become all too familiar in this house.
in other news i am excited- i started walking today and did a 7 mile walk (to my church laybrinth and back), it was amazing... i even ran some. i think between the mental processing time and the (exercise with calorie halving) i will be a new person by summer...or so i hope so.
i suppose i am slightly on the boring side tonight- there is plent more i want to type out and get off my mind but its possible that those thoughts shoulds wait until i do a locked entrey or can edit them.