People make me insane.

[pink_icexd]

I want to cry, but I don't feel like I could. What should you do when your best friend has changed and you don't really like the person they are now? I just wish that things would go back to the way they were last year. Last year was so much fun and now it just seems like everyone is trying too hard to be "cool". I guess I'm going to have to make

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[anonymous]

You act like im some completely different person. I just wanted to let u know that everytime im at school i feel like u hate me becuz u act like we cant talk n e more and like i have the plague. I did mean it when i siad u were the only one i thought i could trust, but i dunno now. I dont mean to be bitchy, but ppl make new frineds, i go to a different school now, and i cant help but tlak to ppl i think r kool. yea i like spending time with them, but its not like im not going to spend time with u too. we made a promise that we were going to hang out with the partiers this year, seems like im the only one actually doing it. everytime i try to talk to u u just sit there and dont say n e thing. im still the same fucking person, u just dont see it. i mean i like having all these new friends, thats what happens in life, u get new friends, but u r still my friend, i may hang out with these ppl, but that doesnt mean that im that close to them. but i guess im not close to you either. since u seem to think that ive "changed" so fucking much. i dont know why your entry hurt me so much, maybe becuz ive been blocking out how hurt i am with u basically just ignoring me, i cant be the only one trying u know, i have new friends, u can be friends with them too if u just TRIED. dont act like im abandoning u. im still the same person, and if u even tried to talk to me when im with my new friends then u would see that, but no, u just walk by like im embarrased to talk to u, well guess what, IM NOT.this just goes to prove my opinion on how i should never let someone in. how i should only trust myself to be there for me. get to know my friends, or just meet them or something, before u complain about me changing, im not the onyl one changing u know. im still me. im still karah. and your not the only one hurting. lets just sya some old habits dont really die as hard as their supposed to....

[pink_icexd]

I wasn't talking about your damn friends! I'm talking about you. Whenever it's just you and me it doesn't seem like we really have anything in common anymore. I'm not ignoring you, I just don't have anything to say to you. And I'm sorry I feel this way, if I could change the way I feel I would. And I honestly don't care about becoming friends with your friends. You keep telling me to give them a chance like I wished I was friends with them. Why should I become friends with them when I barely feel like I'm friends with you anymore? I don't see the point. Maybe you are the only one trying, but that's because I've basically given up. I don't have anything to say to you, don't you honestly find me boring when we hang out? Maybe you don't see the change and that's fine, but I do and I can't ignore it. I miss you so much...the way you were. But you should be who you want to be. And I'm not going to try to change it.

[anonymous]

so basically your saying that we shouldnt be friends n e more???? after all, i guess we dont have n e thing in common n e more. and i havent changed u just think i have b cuz we dont talk as much n e more, so we arent as close. ide know if ive changed, i havent. maybe u should just give me a chance, but im not even going to bother if youve given up.