does he or doesnt he? i wonder.....
Today we went to Rogers Roost, n attempted to go to the St. Veronicas Fair.. we got bored there n decided on going to Andy's house. we get there and everyone is there. i call Nicki, her n Jeremy ended up coming over for only 10 min. but thats cool, at least i had someone to talk to for 10 min. angela doesnt talk to me cuz she doesnt like me, anymore, cuz i am with nick, she likes nick, but shes with derrick (sp)...it's confusing.. anyways... well, the other day, nick was talkin to me about how he had to pick between me n angela, n seeing as he "finally" had a chance with me, he took it. that was good on my part, n according to him it was good on his too, but i think he still likes angela.. i'm not the jealous type, but for some reason it some what bothers me... just the thought of him liking someone else besides me. i unno call me crazy if u want, but thats just the way it feels. although i told him that there was nothing wrong, which there wasnt technically, i still had a really uncomfortable, weird feeling.. the kinda feeling where he sometimes thinks what if he was with angela, what would it be like, how long would it last, what would be different.. Fuck!!! I am so fuckin tired, i am soooo talkin out my ass.. o well though.. i had to get it out.. i like nick, a lot, n i unno............
Im goin to bed...
NIGHT BEAUTIFUL!
Dont take anything i said just now personally, dont ask any questions, i have my mood swings, n i have a tendency to be quite pathetic, or depressed for no reason.. etc. so shhh, this doesnt leave the computer! Nick dont think that i dont have feelings for u after u read this cuz really i do, n u know it!