Green-Eyed Monster
Title: Green-Eyed Monster
Pairing: Taeyeon/Jessica
Disclaimer: This is about as real as the existence of Natalie Tran's lamington video. Which means, NOT AT ALL.
Rating: NC - 17
Summary: Jealousy + Jessica = ?
Word count: 2.6k.
AN: Jessica is still blonde here. Taeyeon has her long RDR Jap hair. 'cause that was hawt.
She's not entirely sure why she's glaring at Tiffany right now. It's not like the dark-haired girl has done anything wrong...except for talking to and smiling excessively at her girlfriend, maybe. Then again, Tiffany smiles excessively brightly at everyone.
But Jessica is not the kind of person who gets all jealous when someone is talking to her girl. She really isn't... Okay, who does she think she's kidding? She is exactly that kind of person, only worse. Yesterday, she wanted to kick Hyoyeon for asking Taeyeon to cook with her. The day before that, she wanted to smash Sooyoung’s face for using her height advantage to look down Taeyeon’s shirt. (at least Jessica believes that Sooyoung did just that. The shikshin defended herself from the icy glare by saying she just can’t help but look down due to the height difference). And today? Today, she wants to push Tiffany Hwang to the ground and claw her pretty eyes out. In fact, the blonde was already doing it mentally...
She's sitting too close to her. Jessica observes with gritted teeth and an unreadable, but most definitely scary expression on her face. When Taeyeon leans on the eye-smiling girl’s shoulder, obviously exhausted from today's schedule, the blonde clenches her fists and turns around, not able to watch any longer.
That night, she mostly stays with Sunny and the maknae, asking them stuff to keep herself distracted, but only becoming more irritated due to Sunny’s natural aegyo. Thank goodness for Seohyun calming her down.
Only when the PD calls it a day and everyone's clapping and tiredly walking off the set does she realize that she can't run away from Taeyeon anymore. With her eyes glued to the ground, she wanders over to the other end of the studio where she can hear people talking animatedly.
“Really?” Jessica looks up to see Taeyeon asking Tiffany in a carefree tone. She nods with an undeniably beautiful grin that Jessica just wants to wipe off her face and almost instantly, the brunette bursts into a fit of laughter.
'She's laughing at her stupid stories again.' Jessica seethes to herself, eyes burning with jealousy, though there’s a glint of sadness in them as well.
“Hi, Jess!” Tiffany brightly greets her when she's only a few steps away. Upon hearing this, Taeyeon's head shoots up, her brown orbs searching frantically for her girl until they finally land on the stunning blonde. Immediately, her whole face lights up and she beams dorkily. “Jeshkaaaa~”
It's all she needs to feel better, but the pout on her face remains. “I'm tired. I want to go home.” Jessica mutters. Even Taeyeon's smile can't fully stop her thoughts and the jealousy.
“Oh...” the shorter woman answered, knowing immediately that the blonde was upset with her, though with what she didn't know. “I'll ask oppa if we can skip the dinner then.”
After the filming, they were invited to go to dinner with the MCs. But Jessica really wasn’t in the mood to socialize and watch Taeyeon charm everyone. All the members pretty much knew they were a couple, but none of them knew the extent of Jessica’s jealousy. Only the third oldest to the second youngest were supposed to know that they are a couple, the byun couple wasn’t really ready to let the maknae know despite her already being 20. But Seohyun knows because she walked in on them once. They were having sex in Taeyeon's room. Steamy, hot and loud - thanks to Jessica’s screams - with Taeyeon pressing Jessica against a wall, two fingers buried deep inside the blonde and mouth sucking on the soft skin of her perfect neck. At least Jessica had already climaxed when Seohyun's loud shriek brought them back to reality.
“Great.” Jessica says and the upset undertone doesn't stay hidden from Taeyeon. With that, the blonde walked away, not caring to say goodbye to any of the PDs, coordis, or the rest of the members who would still be going to the dinner.
“Wow.” Tiffany breathes out once Jessica left the studio. “What's wrong with her?” “Don't know.” Taeyeon sighed. “But I have to go now. See you later, Fany-ah.” They hug briefly before the shorter woman turns around and sprints after her girlfriend.
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They are outside of the dorm now. Jessica hasn't said a single word since the brunette had caught up with her on the parking lot, not even when they sat next to each other in the van. “Okay, tell me.” Taeyeon says when they get out of the van. “I want to know what's going on with you.”
“Ohhhh.” Jessica draws out with a bitter tone to her voice “Now you care?”
“I always care.” Taeyeon was taken aback. “What does that even mean?”
“Know what? Why don't you just go with them to dinner so you can flirt with Fany or the other members some more!” The blonde finally yells out, her eyes suddenly stinging with unshed tears.
“What?” is all Taeyeon can say in return. She must've misheard or something.
“Just go with Manager-oppa.” Jessica mumbles in a sad voice.
“No, Sica. I don't want to. I want to stay with you tonight.” It's all she can answer right now, because it's all she needs. Jessica is all she needs. In that very moment, the blonde decides to give in. Tears start to roll down her cheeks, coating her skin in salty wetness. “I just don’t-” she sobs, desperately trying to form words but it's just too hard for her right now.
“Baby...” Taeyeon closes the gap between them, hands coming up to cradle the blonde's face. “Hey” she lifts Jessica’s head up and whispers. Their eyes meet and all it does is cause a new wave of tears to break free.
“Please, don't cry. I'm sorry. Whatever I did, I am so. So. Sorry. About. It.” Taeyeon begs, punctuating the last few words with chaste kisses.
It's only then that Jessica realizes that the shorter woman has done nothing wrong. Tiffany did nothing wrong. It's this green eyed monster in the pit of her stomach that’s at fault and not her girlfriend. Still, she can't will the tears away. They just won't stop flowing as she stares back into caring brown orbs. “Look.” Taeyeon tries to give her a tiny smile “if you really need some space, I’ll really ask manager-oppa-.”
“No!” It's the least thing she wants, even if she had said otherwise. “Please don't leave me.”
Why she goes there, Jessica doesn't know, but she just can't ignore that voice in her head. The one that whispers 'You're not good enough, she deserves better. Someone like Tiffany who can express her feelings well, someone like Sunny who can protect her, someone like...'
“I will never leave you.” Taeyeon’s silky voice interrupts her thoughts, as serious as ever.
“I. Will. Never. Leave. You.” she repeats and then, leans in to seal it with a kiss. It's wet and salty, but at the same time incredibly sweet and warm. The love radiating from Taeyeon, flowing from her soft, pouty lips right onto Jessica’s thin and worried one's takes her breath away. The feeling is too much for her to take so she flings her arms around the leader’s neck and holds onto her as if the girl would disappear if she didn't. There's so much need and want in Jessica’s actions, her lips pressing hard against Taeyeon's like she's the oxygen the blonde needs to inhale. Strong arms encircle her waist, bringing their bodies flush against each other. Hips cant into her own and a soft tongue flickers across her bottom lip, before entering her mouth slowly. Emotions begin to boil over, tongues intertwine hotly, pelvises collide and cloth-covered breasts rub together. Taeyeon is the first one who pulls away, her eyes searching out Jessica's.
“Stay with me?” Her head bobs up and down, nodding furiously. There's nothing she wants more than staying with the girl she's madly in love with. A wide smile spreads across Taeyeon's face and she wipes the last tears from Jessica's cheeks before saying “Okay, then let's go inside.”
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They take their sweet time to get undressed. Taeyeon's hands are warm and gentle as they slide the pants plus panties down Jessica's smooth legs. She steps out of them and breathes a sigh of relief now that they are both finally naked.
Taeyeon chuckles a little and quickly closes the gap between them, pressing her body against Jessica's and grinning wildly. Making love with the blonde is her favorite activity ever. She lets her hands slowly run up and down Jessica's sides, making the lead vocalist shiver lightly.
“Taeyeon-ah.” is being whispered when the shorter woman reaches down to squeeze perfectly shaped ass cheeks. Nails dig into pale skin, ghosting over soft flesh and eliciting a breathy moan.
“You're so incredibly sexy.” The brunette seductively whispers into Jessica's ear, then sucks her earlobe into her mouth and bites down.
“Oh my...” Jessica closes her eyes at the overwhelming feelings caused by Taeyeon. Soon, she's being pushed backwards until her knees hit the edge of their bed, and with a muffled thud, she falls back onto the mattress, the shorter woman landing on top of her.
Taeyeon gets on all fours and waits until Jessica has crawled backwards a little so that her head lies comfortable on a pillow. With a seductive smile, Taeyeon sits back, straddling the blonde's hips. Placing her right hand on Jessica's stomach, she slowly moves it over firm abs, further up to the valley between Jessica's breasts until it rests against her collarbone.
“I love you.” Taeyeon happily says, then leans down to kiss Jessica deeply.
“Spread your legs for me, baby.” The brunette breaks the kiss after a few seconds to whisper against Jessica’s lips. When the blonde does, Taeyeon shifts a little and settles her lower body between the blonde's thighs. Jessica gasps at the contact and moans when Taeyeon rolls her hips, putting pressure on the place where she needs it the most.
She wants to kiss the brunette again, but Taeyeon has already slid down her body, peppering her chest with kisses. Slender fingers grab a fist full of dark hair, holding Taeyeon's head close to her body when she licks on a soft nipple. “Taengoo!” it comes out as a groan as the shorter woman closes her mouth around the hardening bud and bites down lightly is simply too much for her to take.
While her mouth is busy paying attention to Jessica's perky breasts, Taeyeon's hands wander south until they rest on the blonde's hips. With her thumbs, she draws small circles on the sensitive skin, knowing full well that her actions are driving Jessica insane.
“Please!” She knew that the blonde would beg any minute now for her to do something. She's not ready to give in just yet though. One hand slides down further, cupping Jessica's sex and rubbing a little. It's not nearly enough friction for the lead vocalist, so she lifts her ass up, pressing herself into Taeyeon's touch.
A single digit is slowly pushed inside her, but stops once it's halfway in. Taeyeon trails a path of kisses down Jessica's abdomen. “Someone's really turned on.” She smirks.
She removes the teasing finger and Jessica whimpers in protest. When she looks down though, she sees Taeyeon slowly and sensually licking her finger clean. Jessica gulps audibly and it makes the shorter woman smirk.
“Like what you see?” She asks, her voice dripping with sexiness.
“Yes.” She nods eagerly. It's all she manages to get out, but it's enough for Taeyeon to continue her journey. Dipping lower and lower, her face soon hovers above the blonde's glistening core. She inhales deeply, taking in the sweet, unique scent she can only recognize as Jessica’s. There is a short moment, in which she wants to ask if the blonde is ready, but when she feels a hand tangling in her hair, pushing her down, she thinks there's no need for that.
An embarrassingly loud moan rings through the bedroom when Taeyeon places an open-mouthed kiss to Jessica's center. She thinks she's going to explode if the shorter woman doesn't continue, so she reaches down with her other hand as well to press Taeyeon's face against her scorching core.
It's pretty arousing, Taeyeon has to admit, when Jessica takes control. So she lets her tongue flicker out and licks the length of the girl's slit. Her movements are slow and because of the way Jessica moans and pushes her head impossibly
close, she knows that she's doing something right, but she also knows that she's being a fucking tease right now.
“Oh god Taeyeon, please, just-” her breath catches in her throat when Taeyeon plunges her tongue into her as deep as she can. Thrusting in and out, she quickly works up a steady pace that seems to satisfy Jessica, who is moaning and screaming and pleading for her to never stop. The hands on the back of her head and the way Jessica's hips are rolling into her face make it hard for Taeyeon to breathe now, but she tries her best to keep up with the blonde's frantic movements.
“I'm so close...” Jessica moans and it's the cue for Taeyeon to up her game. With broad strokes, she licks the blonde's folds a few times, then tongues her clit.
“Right there!” Jessica is panting heavily now and each time Taeyeon lets her tongue flicker across the bundle of nerves, she gets closer and closer to her release. It's time for the grand finale, the shorter woman decides so she sucks Jessica's clit into her mouth and gives it a gentle bite.
Around an earth-shattering scream, Jessica comes undone. Jolts of raw pleasure shoot through her body and she squirts for the first time right into Taeyeon's awaiting mouth. Lapping and swallowing is all the shorter woman can do for long moments, using her hands to keep Jessica's hips in place as they buck up uncontrollably. When the blonde finally comes down from her high, Taeyeon is right there, coming up again to engulf her into a hug.
“Wow...” Jessica can't quite believe it “that was-” “Intense!” Taeyeon finishes for her, a dorky grin on her face. They lay there for a few minutes, the shorter woman still on top of Jessica, hugging her close to her body.
“I'm sorry about earlier.” Jessica suddenly blurts out. “It wasn't your fault. I was just so damn jealous that you spent the whole time talking to Tiffany and ignoring me. Well, technically you didn't ignore me because I was the one who wouldn't look at you and kept her distance and I-”
An index finger was pressed against her lips, silencing her rambling. “Tiffany and I are just friends. You don't need to be jealous.” Taeyeon tries not to laugh at Jessica's silliness.
“And the most important thing, I've got it so bad for you that I'm secretly already planning our future. You're going to carry our child, by the way.” the shorter woman concludes, giggling like a dork.
“Is that so?” Jessica teasingly queries, everything else forgotten now.
“Yup. Remember, I'm the one who's going to get you pregnant.”
“You're such a dork.”
“That's why you love me.”
“True.” Jessica smiles before Taeyeon dives in for a round of lazy kisses. When she pulls away, her eyes are dark with desire. “You know, I deserve a reward for being this super awesome girlfriend...” “Yeah.” Jessica chuckles a little. “You totally do.”
“So...” Taeyeon dragged the syllable out while her hands roamed on Jessica’s sides. “The members will be out for a while. Let’s go for round two.” She whispered as she left kisses on the blonde’s neck. Jessica turned them over so she was on top. “You’re on!”