im sprung
hey every one well last night was fun we went to the bolling alley and played pool (i beat cody mann)! yeah im that good lol but we played a game of pool and cody was 1st i was 2nd and heather was 3rd, but anyways we went crusin up at k-mart and we seen josh dingus dariouse and travis gibson and they came over to talk to heather and cody and i was settin in the back and d(darious) comes to the back windo and asks me who im datin and im like NOT YOU!!! and hes like o i see how it is im like yeah thats great...and then travis comes over and tryed to get in the back seat wit me and i lock the doors and roll up the windos so he couldnt get in and then some hairy ugly guy trys to hit on me im like ummm i got a man...and walks away it was so funny and we had to follow dingus back to coeburn all the way from kmart cuz come to find out his licens plate went to his dads truck and they were dead AND he didnt even have his learners it was crazy! then we got home and played need 4 speed with cody and heather till like 11:30 and then i go to my room and turn on my radio and start writing down songs that remind me of pnut and i came out with like 2 pages of songs and i was crying the whole time and all weekend hes been on my mind and i just wanna tell mom to let me see him or ill die....but theres alot goin on in the familey right now and shes really stressed and her nervers are like gone and i dont want to hurt her more than i already have but i miss peanut so bad all weekend iv had to hold my head up trying not to cry and make it through one day at a time but peanuts mad at me ...i think and i hurt to know that....i miss him like crazy i had another dream about him last night and it was a good one....but i woke up missing him and iv been missing him all day long its crazy and i found out that i think hes mad at me right befor i ate now i feel a little sick and i dont wanna eat ....and i feel like i wanna cry so bad but i gotta stay strong.....but like sara person said when you go to bed thinking about someone and you wake up thinking of the same person theres no doubt its love..... an i know for sure im in love with peanut im deeply in love with.... cody and pootie just stopped by and i was talkin to then throught the window and they said to tell peanut they said hey and yea...but im fellin really really sick so ima go....peace!