i miss him
ok well today i got home from school and mom said we had to go get the results and guess what....negative.... shew oh well on to what i gotta say heather was goin to the LAST home football game and i wanted to go as usual and i ask mom be for if i could go and she said she didnt know well then we come home and i ask her again and she says NO...eww grrr it makes me so mad she said its cuz she cant trust me enough but when it comes to heather or rocky doin stuff like this there scott FREE i just dont think i can trust to tell her anything anymore i tryed and took 1 chance and this is what happend so thats one mistake i wont make again but peanut if u read this i love you and i want to see you so bad...its drivin me crazy not being able to see your or hear your voice or feel your touch...but just wait on me plz till june 21 2009 and ill be here if u wait on me and u have to promise me that....well anyways iv been cryin for the most part of the night cuz mom lost the phone and she thinks i have it!!! she came in my room (while i was cryin) and looks it up and down and i told her i dont have it she looks onder the bed UNDER the matress and every thing! and i was crying TRYING to tell her i dont have it but no,no,no noone beleves terriana! shes just a stupid whore that no one cares about...oh well if i have to make it on my own with every day being like this till june 21 2009.........i will..........i love him that much i cryed so much today that i was horse my voice was going out a pennie hight called to talk 2 me and she kept asking if i was ok i wanned to tell her no but i couldnt i just wish someone ,anyone could help me god has just spit on me and turned his back... well i guess ill have to get use to that kinda stuff....but i want yaw to know i will love abriham savling smith till the day i die....and probably more then...but plz yaw pray for me even if god doesnt listen plz help me......