I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do...

[pink_hummer]

i'm so sad now!
i just read everyones journal entries that i've missed out on
and all this 05 bullshit
like i know im not wasting my life
bc i know i love jack
but i cant help it but be so sad
bc i miss my old life so much
and i miss katie, arthi, jessie and lisa! and other ppl
so much!
i had sooo much fun with all of them!
and i honeslty miss everything
but i know it'll never be like that
bc i've changed
and they've changed

even when we do hang out its different
bc time has gotten in the way
im soo sad
i miss everyone
not everyone...
dont get me wrong im still dima
i still dont like neone

but i miss "my friends"
i miss all their personalities
i miss everything
i miss hott tubin witl lease and stephie
i miss driving aroudn with kt
i miss dancing with arthi
i miss talking to jessie
im soo sad right now

i wish i could be friends with everyone again
i honestly do

but its not like that
it just doesnt happen
i dont even no why im crying
i just remember all the good times we've had
and the good times u all still have
and how im not part of them anymore
and im sorry