ok.ok.
you have to be kidding me
I have been pacing my room for the past hour, repeating the things I should say over and over in my head. Its not that I hate the person I have become, I just wish I was more logical with my actions. Sure we all make mistakes, some care more than others,and I am that person.
I hate hurting other people. Especially ones that I know that have the potential to actually care about me. But then I have to remember, not everyone is the same, not everyone is going to care.
All I know is that I have to keep going forward, even if that means that I have to distant myself, yeah, even farther than where I am now.
I can't blame it on a rough night or a retailiation spree, because you never did anything to me.
this whole thing is driving me nuts.
however in a lighter note...
no one calls my friend a douchebag, youre a douchebag.
I swear, I have never laughed so hard.
I have been pacing my room for the past hour, repeating the things I should say over and over in my head. Its not that I hate the person I have become, I just wish I was more logical with my actions. Sure we all make mistakes, some care more than others,and I am that person.
I hate hurting other people. Especially ones that I know that have the potential to actually care about me. But then I have to remember, not everyone is the same, not everyone is going to care.
All I know is that I have to keep going forward, even if that means that I have to distant myself, yeah, even farther than where I am now.
I can't blame it on a rough night or a retailiation spree, because you never did anything to me.
this whole thing is driving me nuts.
however in a lighter note...
no one calls my friend a douchebag, youre a douchebag.
I swear, I have never laughed so hard.