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[pink_hairs_easy]

So if all I'm ever going to hear is drama shit about Dan or Amy or anything with our relationship then I'm just going to break up with Dan. I don't need this shit in my life. I don't need the drama. I don't need dumb people threatening to kick my ass. I don't fight, fighting is petty and solves nothing, so quit trying to get me to fight. I swear that Dan and Amy are just drama queens. I've never had so much bull shit in a relationship before, hearing two sides of multiple fucked up stories. Either way I look at it, either Dan is a jerk and a liar, or Amy is a liar, or hell, for all I know, they both probably just tell me shit about the other person and try to hide the shit about them. I hear so much fucked up shit from Amy that Dan has said or done, and it really makes me think so fucking hard about our relationship and why the hell would I put myself through that if I know he will just fuck me over? But what if Amy is just lying? How the hell am I supposed to know? Especially after last night.. That showed me what a jerk Dan can be, and all I want is to be with someone who I care about who also cares about me that way, not someone who will break up with me and say they don't give a fuck about me anymore.

So how about Amy and your friend just leave me alone. I'm done with the shit talking. I'm over whatever stories you have told me. I don't need you in my life fucking with my head anymore, so please, just let me deal with my shit on my own. Please, please, please just leave me alone.