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day off..yeah right. it goes from one day of aggrivation to the next.
i woke up this morning from a pretty pleasant dream to the phone ringing violently in my god damn ear. its rare that i dream of good things..but of course the one time i do my sleep is disturbed.
my cell phone stopped working last night. i dont know why. i didnt care at the time because i was stoned but waking this morning i came to the conclusion that its going to be an issue not having a phone for a month. so i went to verizon trying to get it fixed. HAHAHHAHAHA
5 phone calls to tech support
3 round trips to the verizon store
and about 60 cigs later
i still dont have a phone., and i still dont know whats wrong with mine
what i do know is this.
never again am i doing without WHAT I NEED.
jeffs phone broke last year..so i gave him one of our old ones we have laying around for emergencies. he breaks it. so i give him another one.
my cell breaks..now i dont have a phone to use. oh wait but jeff JUST got a BRAND NEW PHONE!!!
oh but he gave the old one to his 9 year old sister
so now..a 9 year old..with no job..no friends and no where important to be..has a cell phone
and i dont. um fuck my life.
it gets under my skin when i do things for people who give me NOTHING IN RETURN EVER and then when it comes time for me to need something..whether it be physical emotional mental or material..i cant get it.
im furious with myself. im outraged even more buy a majority of the people i know.
i cant even text the one person that keeps me sane day to day
who by the way has alot to do with my recent change in attitude..
its nice to have someone on the same page as me..on the same fucking brain level..someone that gives me advice when im crying instead of directing the attention to himself and making it about him.
yeah..i learned something new last night.
and the day before
and the day before that
when was the last time you taught me something.
fuck you
i woke up this morning from a pretty pleasant dream to the phone ringing violently in my god damn ear. its rare that i dream of good things..but of course the one time i do my sleep is disturbed.
my cell phone stopped working last night. i dont know why. i didnt care at the time because i was stoned but waking this morning i came to the conclusion that its going to be an issue not having a phone for a month. so i went to verizon trying to get it fixed. HAHAHHAHAHA
5 phone calls to tech support
3 round trips to the verizon store
and about 60 cigs later
i still dont have a phone., and i still dont know whats wrong with mine
what i do know is this.
never again am i doing without WHAT I NEED.
jeffs phone broke last year..so i gave him one of our old ones we have laying around for emergencies. he breaks it. so i give him another one.
my cell breaks..now i dont have a phone to use. oh wait but jeff JUST got a BRAND NEW PHONE!!!
oh but he gave the old one to his 9 year old sister
so now..a 9 year old..with no job..no friends and no where important to be..has a cell phone
and i dont. um fuck my life.
it gets under my skin when i do things for people who give me NOTHING IN RETURN EVER and then when it comes time for me to need something..whether it be physical emotional mental or material..i cant get it.
im furious with myself. im outraged even more buy a majority of the people i know.
i cant even text the one person that keeps me sane day to day
who by the way has alot to do with my recent change in attitude..
its nice to have someone on the same page as me..on the same fucking brain level..someone that gives me advice when im crying instead of directing the attention to himself and making it about him.
yeah..i learned something new last night.
and the day before
and the day before that
when was the last time you taught me something.
fuck you