i came, i saw, i conguered.
yes yes yes. as you might have known. today i came i saw i conquered. which is very cool!. i really want to order the tickets for the warped tour. so i think i shall call kt later n remind her to do that. it shall be great.
umm. i have a new favorite song.its timberwolves at new jersey. by tbs. it is ooh soo good. i loove it.n its my birthday on thursday.. woot woot! yaa. umm n i think my friends are mad at me, but im not sure. its complicated and confusing. somebody understands it tho. i am waiting for my mommy to get home. to take me to the mall. so i can get some new shoes maybe n some other things. so i cna take them on vaca. im sick of everything. and everyone. but its ok. i get to leave the country soon. maybe some drinks n hott foreign guys can fix that. but hopefully i can do something tomorrow. cuz i think me n tomm might do something. n if not i might go over johns n hang out w/ him kt n ricky. that shall be exciting. but i kinda want to go to toms cuz i havnt seen them in a while. but idk. ill see what happens. i really need to go to the mall tho. i want the black n pink nike thingys, i saw some other shoes in a magiziene. but i have a problem, i dont know who makes them who sells them and what they are called. i jsut remember that they are super hott! i cant wait til thursday n it is my gad danm bday. i also want to get a tattoo. hmm. that makes me thing. i wonder if they have tattoo places in st. maarten that i can go to. hmm. i dont know if my mom would take me. but maybe andrea n amanda would take me. unless they would decide to be gay. i hope they dont be gay on this vacation. ill blame them if they make it miserable and sucky. they better not ditch me n go drinking alot. cuz if they do. then i will be pissed. throw a fit, and go w/ them. but my mom said she might let me doo it. umm we can also gamble ther. i want to hit the big bucks n get me a pink guitar. umm thats what all my bday money is going to.wards. im also having a big party in like 2 weeks i think, so maybe. but im not sure. i havnt really talked to my mom bout that yet. but she wont care. well lets get back to my tattoo. i want one on my hip. i want the punk rock star. cuz thats hott. jsut in black. n im thinking that i might want a cross on my wrist, like on my veins. but im not sure. i dont know why a cross. i just dont know anything else that i could want.
i neeed alot of things. especially i need you.
tomorrow. i hope it rains. and that you are there.