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well. My 18th birthday is in two days. Friday Sep. 16. Im so excited. I am almost out of the woods of being concidered a minor.
anywho. i dont know if y'all knew it or not, but my parents got a divorce.(my mom and step dad) well, i have been staying here with my step dad cuz i wanted to finish school here. its my sr. year. things wiht this divorce have been rough. lets just say im kinda mentally worn out. i try not to show it, cuz i know how people dont like winers sndf what not. but it getsd hard at times. its been about a monther or so since my mom moved out. she move up to Verginia. my mama and i use to be really close. and i guess im getting to the point where i really miss her. because every night for the past week, i have been crying myself to sleep. and every time i think about her, i wanna cry. i miss her so much. i never get to see ehr anymore. sometimes i think i should have moved up there with her, but i know that its best that i stay here. i really really miss her. we use to do everything together. im not sure that i will even get to see ehr on my birthday...ya know, talking to her on the phone is not enough. i wanna hold her, and hug her, and do the things that we use to.
i guess im just stressed out about a lot of things. hope things smooth out...
anywho. i dont know if y'all knew it or not, but my parents got a divorce.(my mom and step dad) well, i have been staying here with my step dad cuz i wanted to finish school here. its my sr. year. things wiht this divorce have been rough. lets just say im kinda mentally worn out. i try not to show it, cuz i know how people dont like winers sndf what not. but it getsd hard at times. its been about a monther or so since my mom moved out. she move up to Verginia. my mama and i use to be really close. and i guess im getting to the point where i really miss her. because every night for the past week, i have been crying myself to sleep. and every time i think about her, i wanna cry. i miss her so much. i never get to see ehr anymore. sometimes i think i should have moved up there with her, but i know that its best that i stay here. i really really miss her. we use to do everything together. im not sure that i will even get to see ehr on my birthday...ya know, talking to her on the phone is not enough. i wanna hold her, and hug her, and do the things that we use to.
i guess im just stressed out about a lot of things. hope things smooth out...