I´m listening to Aimee Mann, be assured this won´t be a happy entry

[pink_gloomy]

I´m up since 40 hours because I´m in too much pain to sleep. But since I was sick to my stomach the last days I can´t take any pain killers because pain>vomiting for days in my book. Before I was sick I actually had the flue for 2 1/2 weeks (or maybe longer) with nearly everyday fever

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[passepartout]

I'm so sorry to hear you were sick again, Lilith :( I was thinking about you just the other day, because your lack of posts I got worried!

I hope you'll get well soon, and don't have to undergo another surgery! :S 1st they will have to do another CT right??

Oh, how I missed your rants XD we really think alike my darling, it amazes me xD I don't like nanpa, but there are some girls that think nanpa = popularity; and it raises so much their self-steem to look like utterly foreigns to get some attention they change everything about themselves...
But they don't realize that in changing all about you appeareance, you're not yourself, but a fake instead.

It's a bit sad :S I love make up and look pretty, but I do all of that because it makes ME feel good. I'm not interested in a man who only sees THAT about me. The worst part is when another girl see you as competence when you are not competing in the 1st place :(
Ahhh society, you're so complex...

Awww the kittys are so cute!!! Just like you. They probably feel your kindness and that's why animals feel safe around you :) you're like a Disney princess!!

[pink_gloomy]

I´m so sorry that I always worry you! I should post more often, I know!
The sickness is gone now^^

The other CT I already had now. Nothing really changed and my docs are confused and unsure what to do. >_<

Hahaha, thanks! I so wish we would live closer together or at least have more chances to meet sometimes, my honey<3

The nanpa equals popularity and worthiness- crowd is crowing too I feel or at least it´s more flashy now. Exactly like you said they just form themselves to a fake character that they believe would mostly appeal.

I´m so with you on that. Fashion and make up make me happy, the style I prefer is truelly what makes me feel most like me and that´s why I like it.
I don´t dress up because I want to compete with other girls for guys, steal their boyfriends or whatever they seem to think when I wear a dress and get nasty looks from women.
Since you´re such a gorgeous girl you must get it pretty bad too?

Thank you, too kind, too kind. Actually lately I´ve cuddled with many random dogs and cats I encounter. XD