My Heart Is Black And My Body Is Blue
Hi from the living dead,
Sorry for not updating here, hope I didn´t cause worry.
1;
First, I´M OFFICIALLY DISABLED!
And yes, I´m as happy about it as you can be considering my situation.
2;
Other health information:
My operation was pretty much a hell trip, lasting 10-11 hours, which is nearly twice what it initially was planned. After the surgery After the surgery I had to spend the night at the intensive care unit which ranks up to some the most awful nights of my life. All the female staff were complete and utter fat and ugly demons who thought it was OK to don´t take care of someone who had a day-long surgery.
I was so incredibly glad to return to my station where all my befriended nurses and other staff is, I can´t tell. After that I wasn´t allowed to leave the bed for some days which wasn´t exactly fun either but because my docs gave me a single room I could manage. Later I got in the usual 6-person-room but the other patients treated me like a princess so thumbs up.
After that operation I had to have again another one. BUT now I´m "cancer-free".
3;
I´m still in extreme pain and not in a good shape (I can´t carry stuff, shouldn´t go alone anywhere, especially for a longer time, get dizzy...I have to do it now though because of Uni, I think)
BUT VIENNA IS SO MUCH FUN RIGHT NOW.
I met some grand people including - of course- designers (That´s my insider joke with myself I think, that I always meet designers.XD;) and had such positive experiences.
4;
Oh, and since a few days I can shower! Most people will be irritated why this is something amazing for me, but I wasn´t allowed to take a shower FOR 5 MONTHS. (Yeah, I don´t know how I can attract men in a state like that either.)Because I always had open wounds. My mother had to wash my hair every time, alone I would have been completely lost.
I still get very dizzy showering though but I´m fighting.
5;
My body is fucked up but since the next months will be busy I have to give my best...I mean I can´t go to meetings and classes with my mum or aunt, right?
6;
SOMEONE FROM JAPAN IS COMING TO VISIT ME. ~fufufu~
Baichau~
Sorry for not updating here, hope I didn´t cause worry.
1;
First, I´M OFFICIALLY DISABLED!
And yes, I´m as happy about it as you can be considering my situation.
2;
Other health information:
My operation was pretty much a hell trip, lasting 10-11 hours, which is nearly twice what it initially was planned. After the surgery After the surgery I had to spend the night at the intensive care unit which ranks up to some the most awful nights of my life. All the female staff were complete and utter fat and ugly demons who thought it was OK to don´t take care of someone who had a day-long surgery.
I was so incredibly glad to return to my station where all my befriended nurses and other staff is, I can´t tell. After that I wasn´t allowed to leave the bed for some days which wasn´t exactly fun either but because my docs gave me a single room I could manage. Later I got in the usual 6-person-room but the other patients treated me like a princess so thumbs up.
After that operation I had to have again another one. BUT now I´m "cancer-free".
3;
I´m still in extreme pain and not in a good shape (I can´t carry stuff, shouldn´t go alone anywhere, especially for a longer time, get dizzy...I have to do it now though because of Uni, I think)
BUT VIENNA IS SO MUCH FUN RIGHT NOW.
I met some grand people including - of course- designers (That´s my insider joke with myself I think, that I always meet designers.XD;) and had such positive experiences.
4;
Oh, and since a few days I can shower! Most people will be irritated why this is something amazing for me, but I wasn´t allowed to take a shower FOR 5 MONTHS. (Yeah, I don´t know how I can attract men in a state like that either.)Because I always had open wounds. My mother had to wash my hair every time, alone I would have been completely lost.
I still get very dizzy showering though but I´m fighting.
5;
My body is fucked up but since the next months will be busy I have to give my best...I mean I can´t go to meetings and classes with my mum or aunt, right?
6;
SOMEONE FROM JAPAN IS COMING TO VISIT ME. ~fufufu~
Baichau~
