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You know that feeling you get when something goes your way, when youre just so happy you could pee in your pants? You know the feeling you get in your stomach when you laugh so hard that it hurts?
...That's how i feel when i'm with him.
so right now, if you don't want to read an entry about how in love i am, then x out before ytou go any further.
I came home tonite, after a fun practice with my old girls, and i thought about the holiday season, and how it's our second christmas together. That's pretty special! I've never spent 2 christmas's with the same person.
I feel like shit cause i can't seem to think of the PERFECT gift for him, because he's not like any other guy. And I love that so much. i can't, and don't WANT to get away with buying him siomething simple. I want it to be PERFECT. he's not the kind of guy who will buy me a box of candy or something like that.
He's different. He does things that have meaning beneath the surface. Any other girl would think, wow that's lame. But not me. I used to be that way but i've changed so much in the past year.
Some people think he's an ass, but they don't see him the way i do. and that's fine by me, cause that way noone can try to steal him :)
I love it how when we fight, we both know that it's for a damn good reason. And how we can tell eachother straight out when one of us is being a complete asshole, and that we have the courage to apolagize for our mistakes.
i love it how we can lay in his bed and watch movies like spiderman, and go out to the movies to see spongebob.
I love how random we both are.
i love it how, that no matter how busy my life gets at a given time, he always understands and is there for me at the end of the day to kiss me on the forehead and tell me he loves me.
I love how he plays with my little sister, as if she's his own sister. i love it how he is skippy's companion and best friend.
I love piggy back rides, and how he lets me shift when we're in the jeep
I love it all. I love HIM.
I love you, Patrick David Ruff <3
:) Those are my thoughts for tonite-- i bet half of you will say "you make me sick" but eh, i'm over it!
...That's how i feel when i'm with him.
so right now, if you don't want to read an entry about how in love i am, then x out before ytou go any further.
I came home tonite, after a fun practice with my old girls, and i thought about the holiday season, and how it's our second christmas together. That's pretty special! I've never spent 2 christmas's with the same person.
I feel like shit cause i can't seem to think of the PERFECT gift for him, because he's not like any other guy. And I love that so much. i can't, and don't WANT to get away with buying him siomething simple. I want it to be PERFECT. he's not the kind of guy who will buy me a box of candy or something like that.
He's different. He does things that have meaning beneath the surface. Any other girl would think, wow that's lame. But not me. I used to be that way but i've changed so much in the past year.
Some people think he's an ass, but they don't see him the way i do. and that's fine by me, cause that way noone can try to steal him :)
I love it how when we fight, we both know that it's for a damn good reason. And how we can tell eachother straight out when one of us is being a complete asshole, and that we have the courage to apolagize for our mistakes.
i love it how we can lay in his bed and watch movies like spiderman, and go out to the movies to see spongebob.
I love how random we both are.
i love it how, that no matter how busy my life gets at a given time, he always understands and is there for me at the end of the day to kiss me on the forehead and tell me he loves me.
I love how he plays with my little sister, as if she's his own sister. i love it how he is skippy's companion and best friend.
I love piggy back rides, and how he lets me shift when we're in the jeep
I love it all. I love HIM.
I love you, Patrick David Ruff <3
:) Those are my thoughts for tonite-- i bet half of you will say "you make me sick" but eh, i'm over it!