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Spring break is wonderful. I've not felt this relaxed in a long time, but never this broke either haha. HMC was amazing, as usual. I'm not sure that I still want to be a lawyer, and that's what's great about it. It gave me that realization now. It's not out of the question, just not as certain anymore. Retreat was so-so. Parts were great though, like hanging out w/ friends outside of school and the nighttime, and the pillowcases and letters. I could have just skipped the day stuff. I'm not a real big fan of preaching while i'm sitting on the floor for 5 hours. Sometimes too I think that I just need time to figure out what I believe, and people lay a guilt trip because I don't know now and am not active enough. But I'm not one to let other people effect me on morality, so that's just too bad. I've gotten to hang out with different people lately, and I've realized how much I am going to miss some, and that some people I will be glad to leave. I guess that's the point of college though. By that time you know who you want to hang out with and you make an effort to stay close to, and others you will drift apart from, and I'm fine with that, and I'm ready. What I'm not ready for is spring break to end, there's so much I wanted to do.