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okay im sick and tired of men. Brian has been acting so weird lately and im worried that something in our relationship is bothering him but he wont tell me. I feel that im not as important as I once was to him. He keeps giving me this attitude thats all moody and weird. like this morning, I go over to his apartment and knock on his door as usual. Im in a good mood and i was just being nice. He had this look on his face and i asked him what was wrong. and he just snaps at me like "im just stressed out and tired OKAY!" i was like okay.... fine.
its just been this way all week. I mean im stressed out too... and i really do try not to take it out on him. I have had a lab report due, a history paper and three tests due all of this week. and im not all stick up my ass... fucking.....
I just wish for once he would suprise me and take me out to lunch or dinner- buy me flowers and buy me a present. For the 3 years we have been together I have had to ask for flowers for valentines day, birthday... I mean i havent gotten flowers or a random gift for no reason ever. And here I am buying him bread (bc im at his place for lunch during the week and I eat the bread) so i replace it, I bought him water yesturday and some lemonade.. .I just feel im the only one putting any effort. And every night when he works I bring him dinner. NOT once has he gone out of his way to pay for anything I always have to ask. I feel like I dont matter to him anymore or if I ever did matter....
always Roni
its just been this way all week. I mean im stressed out too... and i really do try not to take it out on him. I have had a lab report due, a history paper and three tests due all of this week. and im not all stick up my ass... fucking.....
I just wish for once he would suprise me and take me out to lunch or dinner- buy me flowers and buy me a present. For the 3 years we have been together I have had to ask for flowers for valentines day, birthday... I mean i havent gotten flowers or a random gift for no reason ever. And here I am buying him bread (bc im at his place for lunch during the week and I eat the bread) so i replace it, I bought him water yesturday and some lemonade.. .I just feel im the only one putting any effort. And every night when he works I bring him dinner. NOT once has he gone out of his way to pay for anything I always have to ask. I feel like I dont matter to him anymore or if I ever did matter....
always Roni