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I stole this from heloula.
I never use my livejournal for actually "journal" like things. I've always used it as a way to connect with fandom activities and so not many people follow my personal journal. So I doubt people will be reading or commenting on this, but it seemed like fun so I thought why not. I dont' have internet access every day so this will just be the 30 days that I get to post it not 30 days in a row. So here we go...
Day 1: My current relationship status! I can sum that up pretty quickly with the word "single". I'm more than half way finished with my 23rd year of life and I have never had a serious boyfriend. I am also still a virgin. Yep, the big V. That's the kind of thing that makes me feel a little pathetic when I type it, but for the most part I think I'm at peace with it. I grew up in a really rural, isolated area and none of the guys that were interested in me appealed to me at all. They were all perfectly nice guys, but hunting and atv driving reallly aren't a great match for writing and fandom vidding (guess which were MY hobbies). Then I went to college and I think the fact that I had no experience up to that point kept me too anxious to really go for it with anyone I met there. Now I've graduated, I'm getting ready to leave for grad school in August and I've convinced myself that maybe it's time for a change. I'm ready to meet the right person. To me the right person is just someone I can tell about my fandom geekiness and my virgin status and care what they think because they're someone special in my life...not because I'm so insecure that his opinion is going to decide how I feel about my own self worth. So, there is everything you never wanted to know about my lack of relationship history!