Drained
I'm not a religious person but I am spiritual. Right now my spirit is weak and I am begging for strength from somewhere so I can get past this. I'm SO tired of being stupid. I'm SO tired of being attracted to broken and tainted projects. It hurts so much. I can not for the life of me understand my reasoning for taking shit from someone like him. I
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I often wonder the same thing about other people. I cannae tolerate much when it comes to that kind of thing. I'm quite happy to cut people off or stop pumping in effort in someone or something when I don't feel like I'm getting much back! I'm not saying I can just switch off feelings and that's that. Yes, I can understand missing people and feeling kind of needy for them, etc.. but I just fight against it at the end of the day. Once I've been free of normal contact from them and get it into my head that I don't want to know this person anymore, it's pretty easy from there.
I feel really bad for some people who get into really bad situations because of their lack of ability to get rid of the crappy people in their lives. Luckily, I don't know any crappy people anyways. My disowning of people I knew wasn't really necessary, just a preferrence thing and such - no hard feelings towards any of them. E.g., I cut myself off from a guy I felt I was causing sadness towards as he was a bit obsessed with me and I didn't feel at all the same way.
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