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[pink_dust]

ok..so today i leave for pune!!
im not the type to get nervous u kno
the only time in my life tht i really really really REALLY get nervous, and when i say really .. i mean really!!
so as i was saying, teh only time i feel like tht is right before a race.
u kno when i have to run, the feelin i get in my stomatch is unbearable..yuuck!!!
but now im feelin worse
not coz of the interview
coz my body is actually goin thru a miserable stage
no im not down..im just soo sick
since yesterday ..ive had this consistant headache since 3 pm yesterday
i feel like im gonna faint
im feelin so dizzy..
whne im sitting and i get up.. i actually take 5 secs to realise im standing.. and get back my balance..no joke..
and when i get up, i cant see a thing.. everything just turns into dots
uhh i hate this feelin
it feels like im gonna die today or something
and i knoow im not nervous abt the interview..
coz all this doesnt happen to me when im nervous
when im nervous
my heart starts racing.. not even tht much
and my stomatch feels soooo yucky!!!
eessssssshhhhhh!