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[pink_duckeroos]

well i made 60 on the history test
which i am happy for cause it means i knew more then half the questions just by prior knowlegde
now imagine if i had studied
blah, talked to josh last night on im
that was interesting like it always is
5 months and a thousand miles, he only knew me a month, we barely talk
i don't get it, why?
i can't affect someone's live that much in that short of a time can i?
oh well
matt said something about maybe i'm still dwelling on it cause i still liked him, and it was like...yeah
for the record no
must call my evers so she can tell me why
i miss matt
his chances of coming back just keep getting better and i'm so happy, i miss the boy. we have talked quite a while on the phone these past two nights, and they have been very productive, i've learned a lot about him and myself. feel closer now then i have ever felt.
haven't been doing to much school work lately
i will still hopefully manage to pass
i'm worrying about english
cause i know i can bring up my trig grade
just
blah
this christmas season is not what i want it to be

stef♥