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Per request of Matt, I am finally updating my livejournal.
Thanksgiving break was GREAT. I love home. I love my family, even though sometimes it's rough, I love my friends, and I love Matt. And I love all the food that comes with Thanksgiving, so when you combine all of that, it's fantastic. I got two Thanksgiving dinner's this year, Matt's family and mine, and ate too much. I'm hoping that by next year Matt can come with me to mine, and then it will be perfect. But Thanksgiving was good, and after my dinner me, Matt, Amanda, and Emily all went out to see National Treasure.
I worked Wednesday and Friday of that week. Which meant I made some extra money, but also that I missed out on the Black Friday shopping that Matt and Tim got to do. But, next year, I promise I will not be working.
I am so excited about Christmas. It isn't going to be the same at my house this year, with my mom sick, and my Dad just has so much to do we won't be doing the normal big tree or bringing up the Village 54 stuff. But, it'll still be good. The family will all be there, which is good. Plus, it's going to be Matt and my first Christmas together. I am so excited and so excited about giving him his gifts.
Matt's looking for a new apartment so we can actually get to spend Christmas together this year. That's also exciting. I get to have my safe place back: the place where I can go in whenever I want, whether he's there or not, to take a nap, hang out, pee, whatever. I don't have to worry about anything, and it's just a place that makes me feel safe.
Things with Matt are going really good. We had some rough spots, but I think that we talked through a lot of things and are just learning to deal with each other better.
So, I sent in my deposit for UMBC. But now, I'm not sure that's where I want to be. I'm not sure if Social Work is really what I want to spend the rest of my life doing. I love Sign Language. It makes me so happy. But I think I'm really scared of doing it because I'm scared of failing at it. I like Social Work, and I'm good at it. Which is the way I live my life. I stick with the things I know and what I'm good at. I just don't know what I should do. Any prayer in this area would be greatly appreciated :)
So, I'm back at school now, and it's the last week of classes. I have a lot of work to do, and cannot wait for the end of this week. I WANT IT OVER NOW!!!
Thanksgiving break was GREAT. I love home. I love my family, even though sometimes it's rough, I love my friends, and I love Matt. And I love all the food that comes with Thanksgiving, so when you combine all of that, it's fantastic. I got two Thanksgiving dinner's this year, Matt's family and mine, and ate too much. I'm hoping that by next year Matt can come with me to mine, and then it will be perfect. But Thanksgiving was good, and after my dinner me, Matt, Amanda, and Emily all went out to see National Treasure.
I worked Wednesday and Friday of that week. Which meant I made some extra money, but also that I missed out on the Black Friday shopping that Matt and Tim got to do. But, next year, I promise I will not be working.
I am so excited about Christmas. It isn't going to be the same at my house this year, with my mom sick, and my Dad just has so much to do we won't be doing the normal big tree or bringing up the Village 54 stuff. But, it'll still be good. The family will all be there, which is good. Plus, it's going to be Matt and my first Christmas together. I am so excited and so excited about giving him his gifts.
Matt's looking for a new apartment so we can actually get to spend Christmas together this year. That's also exciting. I get to have my safe place back: the place where I can go in whenever I want, whether he's there or not, to take a nap, hang out, pee, whatever. I don't have to worry about anything, and it's just a place that makes me feel safe.
Things with Matt are going really good. We had some rough spots, but I think that we talked through a lot of things and are just learning to deal with each other better.
So, I sent in my deposit for UMBC. But now, I'm not sure that's where I want to be. I'm not sure if Social Work is really what I want to spend the rest of my life doing. I love Sign Language. It makes me so happy. But I think I'm really scared of doing it because I'm scared of failing at it. I like Social Work, and I'm good at it. Which is the way I live my life. I stick with the things I know and what I'm good at. I just don't know what I should do. Any prayer in this area would be greatly appreciated :)
So, I'm back at school now, and it's the last week of classes. I have a lot of work to do, and cannot wait for the end of this week. I WANT IT OVER NOW!!!