starve for the right moment in time, go hungry when it never comes.
i got my bc figured out now. most embarassing doctor vs patient talk of my life might i add.
i went and brought up my anxiety talks with him to and he also agrees that's probably them.
he is however, making me go for an ekg and blood tests so that they can check my heart/blood.
loverly. and he asked me if i've had other symptoms that i didn't conisder to be apart of anxiety attacks such as extreme feelings of anger, or depression or etc. and i told him about my little angry moments and my sleepiness problem. so now he just asked if i would be willing to do anything to stop them from occuring and i'm hoping that cure isn't medication because i'm not taking those. i'm greatful at least they don't occur all that often, otherwise i could see them as being a big problem.
so, as much as i wanted to do my math tonight and actually study, i find i am incapable. i feel to tired to figure out my math which means i'm screwed for my quiz. well maybe not.
i enjoyed today though. i had coffee this morning with kendra and went shopping after school with aaron/crissi. i picked up a new shirt and shorts. the spring weather is cheery, finally some sunshine.
i also ended up buying brad his late bday present (new hat) and allison hers, as well as a drinking card game as it seemed funny. so i'm all set apparently. and now once again watching the dough.
arghh i feel so flipping tired again.
is it the weekend already?
i went and brought up my anxiety talks with him to and he also agrees that's probably them.
he is however, making me go for an ekg and blood tests so that they can check my heart/blood.
loverly. and he asked me if i've had other symptoms that i didn't conisder to be apart of anxiety attacks such as extreme feelings of anger, or depression or etc. and i told him about my little angry moments and my sleepiness problem. so now he just asked if i would be willing to do anything to stop them from occuring and i'm hoping that cure isn't medication because i'm not taking those. i'm greatful at least they don't occur all that often, otherwise i could see them as being a big problem.
so, as much as i wanted to do my math tonight and actually study, i find i am incapable. i feel to tired to figure out my math which means i'm screwed for my quiz. well maybe not.
i enjoyed today though. i had coffee this morning with kendra and went shopping after school with aaron/crissi. i picked up a new shirt and shorts. the spring weather is cheery, finally some sunshine.
i also ended up buying brad his late bday present (new hat) and allison hers, as well as a drinking card game as it seemed funny. so i'm all set apparently. and now once again watching the dough.
arghh i feel so flipping tired again.
is it the weekend already?