Food Diary? Excercise?
Well, lately I have been feeling down in the dumps. My birthday is coming up on the 28th and I feel ugly and fat. A part of me doesnt even want to celebrate. So I have started a food diary and drastically changed my eating habits. I exercise every day for 30-45 minutes and drink nothing but water. Jordan tells me I am beautiful and he is such a wonderful person but I just dont see it. I can look in the mirror and see myself crying because I feel disgusting. Maybe this diet will help me feel better about myself. I think being stuck at home and not being able to leave the house cuz of my license situation has made me think about alot of things. My mind is constantly thinking about the future or just feeling bad about not being able to work now and help out my man. I LOVE HIM SOO MUCH! it so awesome. I know it sounds corny but I believe he is the one that I have been waiting for and really does complete me. haha! I sounded like Dr. Evil on Austin Powers... "YOU COMPLETE ME". I think I need to start writing in this journal to help me get these things off of my chest. It helps me relieve some stress.