Why do I feel so sad?
Well, I got a call today from a good friend of mine from my church (which i havent gone to in awhile)...anyways it was good to hear from her but I got some shocking news.
One of the greatest guys I have met, Jose, who was always there for me and we never left each others side, got married last Friday. I haven't seen him in awhile because I haven't been goin to church and I just been so busy but to hear this just makes me feel so sad. I dont know why because its not like we were together but I think its just because we truly had a great friendship and I guess it just hurts a little. I mean I didnt even get invited or now until I heard from a friend.
I am happy for him and I hope he is happy and everything goes well. On a really weird note, I honestly (swear on my mom) had a dream last week about him, and in this dream he got married. I thought nothing of it but now its just really freaky. I think its true when they say you never know what you have until its gone and in this case he was a great friend and I really dont think it will ever be the same.
***On a good note, I am losing more and more weight and I feel really good
***I have a good job and happy to go back to school soon.
***I haven't been so "blah" about guys lately (just until now) but I am realizing that I dont need one until the time is right.
***This is going to be a great year....I just know it!!!
One of the greatest guys I have met, Jose, who was always there for me and we never left each others side, got married last Friday. I haven't seen him in awhile because I haven't been goin to church and I just been so busy but to hear this just makes me feel so sad. I dont know why because its not like we were together but I think its just because we truly had a great friendship and I guess it just hurts a little. I mean I didnt even get invited or now until I heard from a friend.
I am happy for him and I hope he is happy and everything goes well. On a really weird note, I honestly (swear on my mom) had a dream last week about him, and in this dream he got married. I thought nothing of it but now its just really freaky. I think its true when they say you never know what you have until its gone and in this case he was a great friend and I really dont think it will ever be the same.
***On a good note, I am losing more and more weight and I feel really good
***I have a good job and happy to go back to school soon.
***I haven't been so "blah" about guys lately (just until now) but I am realizing that I dont need one until the time is right.
***This is going to be a great year....I just know it!!!