a day in the life
I know, I know. I've been terrible at keeping up with my journal and other peoples' journals
Bad me. I'll have to keep better order of my life.
I feel very out of control of my life right now. That's really not a good thing. For all the people who know what I'm talking about.. it's like a good thing, but still bad in a way. Everything is just disassembled and disorderly in my head and in my life. I'm like.. AGH!
Anyways.
Losing weight. Losing weight. 121.
Stupid little needle thing on the scale. I would be so happy if it would just go down ONE, LITTLE fucking notch.
Hmph.
Been doing good lately in regards to pot.
Heh. In other words, I didn't smoke a lot of it this week, which is good. See, all weekend I smoked lots of weed.. and then on Sunday I smoked twice.
I was really sick all last week and over the weekend, too. So Monday I stayed home from school because my head was like, pounding. It hurt like, all day.
Monday night me and Laur took our 2 mile walk. One the way we went to DOTS [ some clothing store.. and the clothes are pretty cute. ] and we both got job applications. I didn't fill mine out. I want to wait until I found out what's going on for the job at TeleResearch.
:; sigh :: So, Tuesday I woke up and .. wow. I felt like complete shit. My head was just pounding everywhere. It's like, I could feel the blood rushing. It was crazy. I was dizzy. Nauseated. My sinuses were killing me. I had this crazy sinus headache going on and an earache. I was like.. wtf.
So I went downstairs and laid around until like 7am and my Mom came downstairs and she's like "Maura, you better leave for school!!!" and I was like "I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL" Heh. I said it so very whiny, too. And she's like "Why?" and I'm like "I DON'T FEEL GOOD." and she felt me and she was like "Oh, you feel really hot." and she took my temp and I had a fever.
Had a fever later on that night, too. But, I got meds. so, I should be okay.
Finished my History project last night. It's 14 pages long.
Whipped up a Chem project, too. With the help of Lauren, whom I love dearly for all of that.
I think I developed a few fevers today during school. I was really hot and cranky and then really cold. lfdjlfdj.
Crazy.
Didn't get lunch today, either.
Don't care, though. Found a hot pair of Express Jeans at the bottom of my closet in like, perfect condition. I bought them like, last summer and I wore them for like, 5 minutes and then took them off because they were too tight.
They fit really good right now. My ass looks pretty nice in it, too. And my legs look long. I'm wearing boots with them. So.. I look tall and skinny and I totally like it.
Has anyone seen that new show that Tyra Banks made? The modelling show?
Ah, omg. I saw it for the first time on Tuesday night and I was like.. wow, I love it! =D
I think I'm going to the softball game at Russo Park. School [ Hubert's ] is playing Q102 in a softball game. GO HUBERT'S! =D
Well. I'm going to go drop some film off at Rite-Aid with Lauren, now.
More later or sometime this weekend. =D
Bad me. I'll have to keep better order of my life.
I feel very out of control of my life right now. That's really not a good thing. For all the people who know what I'm talking about.. it's like a good thing, but still bad in a way. Everything is just disassembled and disorderly in my head and in my life. I'm like.. AGH!
Anyways.
Losing weight. Losing weight. 121.
Stupid little needle thing on the scale. I would be so happy if it would just go down ONE, LITTLE fucking notch.
Hmph.
Been doing good lately in regards to pot.
Heh. In other words, I didn't smoke a lot of it this week, which is good. See, all weekend I smoked lots of weed.. and then on Sunday I smoked twice.
I was really sick all last week and over the weekend, too. So Monday I stayed home from school because my head was like, pounding. It hurt like, all day.
Monday night me and Laur took our 2 mile walk. One the way we went to DOTS [ some clothing store.. and the clothes are pretty cute. ] and we both got job applications. I didn't fill mine out. I want to wait until I found out what's going on for the job at TeleResearch.
:; sigh :: So, Tuesday I woke up and .. wow. I felt like complete shit. My head was just pounding everywhere. It's like, I could feel the blood rushing. It was crazy. I was dizzy. Nauseated. My sinuses were killing me. I had this crazy sinus headache going on and an earache. I was like.. wtf.
So I went downstairs and laid around until like 7am and my Mom came downstairs and she's like "Maura, you better leave for school!!!" and I was like "I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL" Heh. I said it so very whiny, too. And she's like "Why?" and I'm like "I DON'T FEEL GOOD." and she felt me and she was like "Oh, you feel really hot." and she took my temp and I had a fever.
Had a fever later on that night, too. But, I got meds. so, I should be okay.
Finished my History project last night. It's 14 pages long.
Whipped up a Chem project, too. With the help of Lauren, whom I love dearly for all of that.
I think I developed a few fevers today during school. I was really hot and cranky and then really cold. lfdjlfdj.
Crazy.
Didn't get lunch today, either.
Don't care, though. Found a hot pair of Express Jeans at the bottom of my closet in like, perfect condition. I bought them like, last summer and I wore them for like, 5 minutes and then took them off because they were too tight.
They fit really good right now. My ass looks pretty nice in it, too. And my legs look long. I'm wearing boots with them. So.. I look tall and skinny and I totally like it.
Has anyone seen that new show that Tyra Banks made? The modelling show?
Ah, omg. I saw it for the first time on Tuesday night and I was like.. wow, I love it! =D
I think I'm going to the softball game at Russo Park. School [ Hubert's ] is playing Q102 in a softball game. GO HUBERT'S! =D
Well. I'm going to go drop some film off at Rite-Aid with Lauren, now.
More later or sometime this weekend. =D