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Ahhh this has been a horrible week/weekend... well not all of it... Jeanette came home and has been here for me through everything. I am sooooooo happy shes home!!
Jason and I broke up... today has been the best day since it all happened, I havent cried once. I love him very much and he still said be loves me but right now hes got alot going with moving into his dorm, football, finding a job and having FB practice that he doesnt want me to be mad at him when he doesnt have time for me, at first it was the hardest thing ever... I kinda figured this day would come b4 he left. I miss him terribly, and I've been a mess but my friends have been absolutly the best. Tanya and I have been talking more lately, KTK and I hang out alot and VIcki too and Billman calls to see how I am, Alex, Laura, omg my friends rock.
Wow you really dont know how much someone means to you until they're are gone... I'm sure i'll see him sometime if I'm over ther with tanya and J.. I still love his family.. his mom and I still talk on our cells... I know I wouldnt give up one moment I had with him, he was my first love among other things and he'll remain in my heart.
Today was good... J and I went to Old Orchard and bought stuff.... abercrombieb had a sale so thats awesome and Igot some cute shit... went to pick up Brian from school then Alex mightg come over in a little bit. Later
Jason and I broke up... today has been the best day since it all happened, I havent cried once. I love him very much and he still said be loves me but right now hes got alot going with moving into his dorm, football, finding a job and having FB practice that he doesnt want me to be mad at him when he doesnt have time for me, at first it was the hardest thing ever... I kinda figured this day would come b4 he left. I miss him terribly, and I've been a mess but my friends have been absolutly the best. Tanya and I have been talking more lately, KTK and I hang out alot and VIcki too and Billman calls to see how I am, Alex, Laura, omg my friends rock.
Wow you really dont know how much someone means to you until they're are gone... I'm sure i'll see him sometime if I'm over ther with tanya and J.. I still love his family.. his mom and I still talk on our cells... I know I wouldnt give up one moment I had with him, he was my first love among other things and he'll remain in my heart.
Today was good... J and I went to Old Orchard and bought stuff.... abercrombieb had a sale so thats awesome and Igot some cute shit... went to pick up Brian from school then Alex mightg come over in a little bit. Later