Sep 02, 2004 21:05
The dream on Jenny Vitti's livejournal inspired really wonderful things in me. I'd like to write a comical story about a girl who is left by her over populated family with nuns in a very obscure corner of Italy. heh. I'd love to be a nun. Despite many of my un-nun-ly characteristics I think I would do well as one. I am considerably skeptical of romantic relationships... especially after reading "Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus". I have an intimate, delightful romance with my savior and when I set my mind to it I have a very pious face. HAHA! I'm mostly kidding. As for the parts where I am not... well... sadly I'm not Catholic. That presents an impediment to me becoming a nun. Maybe I can get by as a monk? /=D
Oooo boy-Blair. Silly boy-Blair...Monks are for kids!
I do have a BEAUTIFUL icon as my avitar. I'm rather proud of it. Ave Maria.
So -- I told my karate teacher tonight that I wanted to step it up a good healthy notch. I said I needed a goal and I needed to really feel as if I were getting somewhere to keep me in the game. I have SO much life going on that it is hard to keep that Thursday night free. He looked at me with something of indignance and said, "You mean you're thinking of getting first dan and quitting?" ------- At first I thought, no...no I don't really want to quit. That is true in a sense...and false in another sense. Then I thought...well you know, if I want to quit I can. I'm not in a cult following. They shouldn't have the right to manipulate time that I want to use for other things. It's my prerogative. So I just said, "Maybe. We'll see."
I got in the car to go home and was listening to my wonderful CD that Kit gave me....and, you know, I'd rather have his beautiful, gentle nature than the cool, powerful, puffed up attitude that martial artists tend to display and adopt.
The end.
Blair Schermerhorn