Chapter 6: In which a narcoleptic writer falls asleep in her chair....
Last night I was just really amazingly happy! (Thursday that is) I didn't show it in proportion to what I felt like inside because I was also tierd and poorly-like feelin' like.....BUT I WAS!! Oh so happy. That was nice because it helped me to go right to sleep when I got home..... After finishing Chorus Line, that is. Great movie. The stuff people say about me in the chorus lines at the HOlly reminded me of the stuff Zach was saying to Cassie. Egotistical, I know, but I guess there has to be one point on which you can laud yourself just a little. My one point is..."I'm worse than most, but actually, honest to goodness, better than some when it comes to dance."
Wow. I just tilted my head back for a minute and believe it or not I fell asleep in my chair. I didn't think I was that exhausted. heh. The Summer Camps at the Holly are OVER!!! The head of the honors department accepted me into his Honors Into to Psychology class.... and my thoughts end at that point so I guess there's no sense in forcing them to fall neatly into place.
I thought about how I've used my live journal in the past to innumerate my aches and pains and sorrows....so today I think I'll use it to innumerate my joys even though my body and head are full of aches and pains. I have wonderful friends. I really do... large numbers never improve the quality of the people. Among my small numbers of friends are some of the most rare, valueable, and precious gems of humanity. I'm so thankful for each and every one of them in their own special way. It feels powerful to be cynical and scoff at the individual worth of each (even the most lethargic and worthless) person....but the truth is that with only a little scratching of the surface we can unearth a wealth of wonder inside each person who is willing to stop focusing on themselves long enough to find who they really are. "The relation that relates itself to itself" -- Kierkegaard
I love, love, love, love, love to dance! I went into the theater very early before the show when no one was there. Everything was dark except for one clamp light sitting onthe floor. I turned on my music and danced with all the passion and expression that I store down inside and hardly ever get chance to unleash. It was glorious! After about thirty minutes I was gasping for breath, soaking wet with sweat and feeling revitalized. The endorphin rush afterwards was jolly good too. =D
I love to discover things... discover what comes next. I love to let myself be in love with life. I love to minimize the bad things and maximise the glorious things in life. So much depends on the way you chose to look at it.
I'd also love a nap. So I'm going to go take one. G'bye.
BLS
Wow. I just tilted my head back for a minute and believe it or not I fell asleep in my chair. I didn't think I was that exhausted. heh. The Summer Camps at the Holly are OVER!!! The head of the honors department accepted me into his Honors Into to Psychology class.... and my thoughts end at that point so I guess there's no sense in forcing them to fall neatly into place.
I thought about how I've used my live journal in the past to innumerate my aches and pains and sorrows....so today I think I'll use it to innumerate my joys even though my body and head are full of aches and pains. I have wonderful friends. I really do... large numbers never improve the quality of the people. Among my small numbers of friends are some of the most rare, valueable, and precious gems of humanity. I'm so thankful for each and every one of them in their own special way. It feels powerful to be cynical and scoff at the individual worth of each (even the most lethargic and worthless) person....but the truth is that with only a little scratching of the surface we can unearth a wealth of wonder inside each person who is willing to stop focusing on themselves long enough to find who they really are. "The relation that relates itself to itself" -- Kierkegaard
I love, love, love, love, love to dance! I went into the theater very early before the show when no one was there. Everything was dark except for one clamp light sitting onthe floor. I turned on my music and danced with all the passion and expression that I store down inside and hardly ever get chance to unleash. It was glorious! After about thirty minutes I was gasping for breath, soaking wet with sweat and feeling revitalized. The endorphin rush afterwards was jolly good too. =D
I love to discover things... discover what comes next. I love to let myself be in love with life. I love to minimize the bad things and maximise the glorious things in life. So much depends on the way you chose to look at it.
I'd also love a nap. So I'm going to go take one. G'bye.
BLS