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So this week started really bad and has gotten a little bit better each day. I don't even know why it's gotten better considering I'm still pissed off with Ashley and Trevor is out of town til Saturday or Sunday. But I'm just doing my whole not caring about stupid crap attitute and it's so true that I really really don't care anymore. I haven't talked to Ashley and will make no effort to until she decides to talk to me. (Which will most likely be when Lyndon leaves cuz you know she only wants to talk when she has nobody else). I haven't decided what I want to say yet. I WILL SAY SOMETHING. I'm not gonna be the doormat any longer. I keep thinking about it and practicing in my head what I will say and none of it sounds right. I don't want to be REALLY mean but I want her to know what I think of her still. And I'm not gonna think of it as "we are officially not friends" cuz thats so 7th grade but at least for a long while I'm not gonna make an effort to talk to her and just go from there and if she decides to be nice thats fine. If she decides to hate me you know what? That's honestly just fine too.
This is me not caring. :) :) :)
It feels good.
This is me not caring. :) :) :)
It feels good.