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I went and saw Will last night, even though he was being a total ass to me the night before. I tried so hard to act as though I was doing alright and that i didn't miss him as bad as i really did. We watched a movie and than his sister and her boyfriend came over, she was being a total bitch so i decided to leave I went and did a few last minute christmas shopping but decided i couldnt stand all the damn people, i owed Will some money so i stopped back by his place to give him some money and he asked me to stay for alittle while i told him i couldnt stay long that I had to go to a dinner. His grandmother called me and begged for me to come over for christmas so i said i would, Will is picking me up in the morning at 9 and we are going over there till noon than back to my place for christmas and than he's taking off to stonnington to get presents from his mom which he'll probally end up staying the night down there. I got to work Monday morning....*sigH* i hate getting up at 4 a.m every damn day! It sucks i'mreally getting sick of this job and can't wait till I find a better job! Tonight I'm going to a christmas eve party at my friend bria's.... gotta love parties!
oh and btw I went on that date with coby thursday night. It went good we had fun we ate dinner, had some shitty wine and than watched a few movies finally at 12:30 i decided to go home. Coby was so respectful to me i've never had a guy be so decent to me before. I don't know... we'll see where things go because if things with Will and I keep going the way they are going than we won't be together much longer... which honestly...i think in some ways i would be better off without him,after all the bullshit we've been through we are only ruining one another by staying together, yeh he may say he loves me but his actions show otherwise.
*sigh*
oh and btw I went on that date with coby thursday night. It went good we had fun we ate dinner, had some shitty wine and than watched a few movies finally at 12:30 i decided to go home. Coby was so respectful to me i've never had a guy be so decent to me before. I don't know... we'll see where things go because if things with Will and I keep going the way they are going than we won't be together much longer... which honestly...i think in some ways i would be better off without him,after all the bullshit we've been through we are only ruining one another by staying together, yeh he may say he loves me but his actions show otherwise.
*sigh*