Sep 23, 2006 14:05
I just got over my hangover.
Last night, after work, Ab, ALbert & i went to Exos for drinks & lap dances. Well, i went for drinks. It was fun. I got pretty drunk with the two drinks & shot of jager i had. Good times.....Albert & i had a good talk after everyone either left or passed out. I can only hope things go well for him on Tuesday so he can stay in laredo.
I was laying down right now....feeling pretty shitty (damn hangover)....& i started thinking about Nena. I started thinking about the time when she was so determined to make Mark hers. I remember her saying, "i'm going to marry him." After all the things she would tell me about him...well it really didn't seem like he was interested, but she continued with the light stalking & phone calls.
I started thinking about Julio. Some people think i'm pretty retarded because i still want to persue something with him. I can't help but feel really different about him. Yes, i'm always talking about this guy or that guy, but julio's different. It's been 3 weeks since we talked. September 4th was the last time we spoke or even saw each other.
So while i was laying around feeling shitty, i sat up instantly, thought to myself 'fuck it' & called him. No answer. But at least he'll have a missed call from me & know that it doesn't take much to make a fucken phone call. Maybe.
Nen....i think i need you to send over some motivating vibes.
Wow, that was pretty boring.....but i needed to get that out.
I miss my dog.