Yes, i'm talking about you.
Okay.........so a stream of bad things happened to me starting on Wednesday.
But i'm alive and all is well.
There's nothing better than staying positive.......because sometimes it's all you're left with.
Friday started a good day.......and ended in tears.
Worked 13 hours straight on friday to make enough money to replace the stereo that was raped from my blazer on Wednesday.
After work you would think i would go straight home to sleep, but instead i made my way to Keryl's in search of a cold beer.
Found it.
Opposites attract.....but they shouldn't get together.
Considering the GIGANTIC mistake i made a few years back with the ex-piece of shit boyfriend, you would think i had learned something............no?
Obviously not.
You're rude.
Negative.
Insensitive.
& you dont respect me.
I'm just some bitch to you.
Do you understand why this would have never worked out?
I know it's all a front, but you should consider letting your guard down for one minute.....I'd like to see who you really are.
But that's never going to happen because you called me a bitch and now you wont speak to me.
Funny huh?
You called ME a bitch, and then YOU ran away.
You're a real man.
This really bothered me friday night.........it bothered me enough to shed a few lame tears, but then someone said three words to me that made me feel so special.
Thanks Jess.
You dont understand how much that meant to me.
It still does.
Last night i got really drunk.........i told Frank that i was falling in love with Dustin.
Scary.
I'm going to be in San Antonio on Thursday and i dont know if i should call him.
I really love the way we left things from last weekend, dont want to ruin that.
But i also can't stop thinking about him.
i know......i'm lame.
I say we fear no evolution
stand up, music revolution
follow me now
and i say we can never stop
and we never will
cause this is how
we breathe and live
sorry. anticipating September. 311 in Mutha fucken Texas. Word.
fin.
But i'm alive and all is well.
There's nothing better than staying positive.......because sometimes it's all you're left with.
Friday started a good day.......and ended in tears.
Worked 13 hours straight on friday to make enough money to replace the stereo that was raped from my blazer on Wednesday.
After work you would think i would go straight home to sleep, but instead i made my way to Keryl's in search of a cold beer.
Found it.
Opposites attract.....but they shouldn't get together.
Considering the GIGANTIC mistake i made a few years back with the ex-piece of shit boyfriend, you would think i had learned something............no?
Obviously not.
You're rude.
Negative.
Insensitive.
& you dont respect me.
I'm just some bitch to you.
Do you understand why this would have never worked out?
I know it's all a front, but you should consider letting your guard down for one minute.....I'd like to see who you really are.
But that's never going to happen because you called me a bitch and now you wont speak to me.
Funny huh?
You called ME a bitch, and then YOU ran away.
You're a real man.
This really bothered me friday night.........it bothered me enough to shed a few lame tears, but then someone said three words to me that made me feel so special.
Thanks Jess.
You dont understand how much that meant to me.
It still does.
Last night i got really drunk.........i told Frank that i was falling in love with Dustin.
Scary.
I'm going to be in San Antonio on Thursday and i dont know if i should call him.
I really love the way we left things from last weekend, dont want to ruin that.
But i also can't stop thinking about him.
i know......i'm lame.
I say we fear no evolution
stand up, music revolution
follow me now
and i say we can never stop
and we never will
cause this is how
we breathe and live
sorry. anticipating September. 311 in Mutha fucken Texas. Word.
fin.