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wow. a lot has happened. i havent updated in forever. well i broke up with James last night. it hurt real bad but i still seemed to do it. i have noticed a change in myself. everyone tried to tell me what was happening and i just ignored it because i care about James a lot but now that i have been thinking about it i finally understand. i am soooo thankful for my friends. thank you sooo much for sticking by me through thick and thin. i feel soooo stupid now that i didnt listen to them. but now i feel soooo bad because i hurt James. i hate hurting people soo much because im generally a nice person. well now im single for the first time since december and it actually feels better than i thought it would. this whole situation has helped me in a sense but its not like James is gunna completely be gone from my life. i lost my virginity to him so hes always going to have a place in my heart. we are going to remain friends for a while and see how it goes. we are going to go much slower i hope because this time im going to do the right thing. i need to focus more on more important things like God and friends. anyways school is almost out and i cantttt waittt. i suppose im going to tennessee as usual and im going to pennsylvania to visit my mommy. and of course im gunna beach it up haha. well im out. please comment back cuz i need to know your opinions...
muchlove. ♥
muchlove. ♥