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So currently I find myself exhausted. However I have made myself this way I have taken extra shifts at work in hopes to escape certain situations. I have found my friends at work to be life lines. I have made more true friends in a place that seems so stereotypical. I value these friendships so much and will continue to pursue them even after I leave. Dinner with a new friend is always a delight. I look forward to new adventures, new experiences, and the chance to be put to use in a way that I have yet to undergo. I’m isolating myself and I am well aware. However I don't care. Childish? Selfish? Very much so. It's lame when you can admit to not returning calls and some people thinks it's just them... well it's not it's everyone...
I just need to get through this next month. I know i'm lame for abandoning some of friends but I just need to focus on right now before I mess right now up. I guess I better get ready I'm about to run campus with Matt. I just neeeded to vent....