Jul 23, 2006 21:35
Hiiii again <3
bored. so thought i would update because i have nothing eles to do = / but anyways....... lately has been C r a Z y y y && i don`t like it. don`t even know what to think i guess. all i guess i can really say is that drama is the most stupidest thing i have ever heard of !!!!!!!!! we are going to get through this. i know we will and it will make us stronger promise <3
I love allllllllll my girls. they helped me out with everything && i don`t know what i would of done without them . proly be the most miserble person in america. more then i am right now. he don`t understand how bad it hurts to hear people say stuff that you HOPE is not true. but once you think that it isn`t true, you always have that little feeling that something might just have happened. which i don`t want to think that i want to belive him. and honestly i don`t know what to belive but right now i think i am going to belive him. we have been going out for like a month and a half. but we were talking for like 9 months. and i think that if he really like her that he would have been with her right now and not me so he can have everything he wants. and he don`t understand how bad i want to be with him. and how a little feeling for him grew to liking him alot. jdfkslssdk okay well i guess i just had to vent but i`m done now i`m pretty sure you guys don`t care about whats going on in my life. lovebye*