Aleister is a lovely name.
It is/was so beautiful today yet here I sit in this poorly air conditioned building with my jacket on feeling like a major fat girl. Today did seem strange yet very unfortunate. I was fitted for my dress this afternoon but i'm afraid of not being able to fit into after i'm finished with all these pretzels. My motivation for school is a complete ZERO. I have coffee now and truthfully I feel better. The GAP has yet to call me I feel as though they have completely forgot out me. Drinking this cup of strong coffee reminds me of smoking a cigarette on a hot day. I'm looking forward to the weekend, I think i'm anticipating my stay with Joe too much, we had a talk last night about how staying at his house will probably redefine everything. Not even.
Yesterday during my lunch break I decided to skip the whole boyfriend thing and grab a cup of coffee, take my book and sit on the bench outside of the library staff entrance and read. It was wonderful. Something told me that I was feeling too needy whether it be emotional or physical I needed something, attention maybe. It felt as though my independence was slowing deteriorating I needed Lissa time.
Finding out that your OWN sister is lying to you is probably the worst thing I could think of right now when it comes to my sibs. I want her to trust me, yet sometimes I admit that I overreact. My co-worker just finished telling me about her jury duty where the guy convicted ran away, I guess when they were ready to serve the verdict the judge comes in to relay the message. I thought that was funny.
Yesterday during my lunch break I decided to skip the whole boyfriend thing and grab a cup of coffee, take my book and sit on the bench outside of the library staff entrance and read. It was wonderful. Something told me that I was feeling too needy whether it be emotional or physical I needed something, attention maybe. It felt as though my independence was slowing deteriorating I needed Lissa time.
Finding out that your OWN sister is lying to you is probably the worst thing I could think of right now when it comes to my sibs. I want her to trust me, yet sometimes I admit that I overreact. My co-worker just finished telling me about her jury duty where the guy convicted ran away, I guess when they were ready to serve the verdict the judge comes in to relay the message. I thought that was funny.